I AM TRULY BLESSED

These days

2011-09-01T10:19:00.000-07:00

Starting from 26th of August 2011..
The day I longed for with excitement and have been ecstasy over. The day I return to my home sweet home, KL.
I packed and make sure everything was in place and imagined every single little detail that might happen and the familiar faces I were to recognize, I hummed and tip toed, skipped or whatever with delightful thoughts.
By 5pm or 530pm, my lecturer, a fellow friend of mine and I hurried down to da bus station and waited patiently for our bus to arrive. By 630pm, the moment my bus turned up, voiced it's bumpy sound and showed a wavering smile, I quickly flicked my bag in and settled down into my seat, again, the images of joyful laughter and enjoyments. But soon, I fell into a short sleep, even smiling in my dreams.
By the time I reached the bus stop where I walk up the escalator like those heroes who were warmly welcomed back to their country and walking with proud and dignity, as I scan the crowd looking for ... YES ! there they are, mom and dad.
Waving with happiness and tears of joy rolling in their eyes I see, immediately the song of Come Back played loudly.
As I hugged them with warm and gratefulness, I wonder how are the others doing, I just can't stand another minute longer to get home.
Soon, after reaching home, I rushed in to take a look , mom gave me a tour around the house and I had to go through all the switches to get the right one for the lights or fan to turn on.
After the long plus never ending stories, I went to bed with dreams about the surprise I had for my mates the second day.
27th Saturday, as planned I went to meet my bestie Jun darling <3 after meeting up we had these heart to heart talks as always that many might be jealous about. After dinner, we took half an hour after many prayers to get the right buses to get to our desired destination.
Anxious to know how'd they react on knowing my arrival, we MARCHED in with a mischievous look hanging around.
We were not disappointed of course as their face expressions were MARVELOUS I may say, Cooler than ever. It was a history that should be recorded. How much I wished that those faces were SNAPPED with a camera. Those loud screams and bear hugs, they meant so much to me =) I love you guys very much and you know that.
28th Sunday
Went to my lovely church that I have always loved and worship well. The church I first started to serve my Lord, my God. The holy place where God and I would always meet with my best wear. After that I had lunch with daddy and mummy, and enjoyed such a delicious, mouth watering meal in Ribs by Vintry with my brother and family. Thanks kor for the threat, really appreciate it.
29th Monday
I had sessions with my secondary friends where we met up and updated each other of our lives and studies. Loved the time spent with them, it was just so different, I still feel close. Meng Leong, I really treasure a guy friend like you =D You're such lovable.
Night, I had football and captain ball games with my wonderful loving church mates. It was painful at a stage but still it was a memory to remember for always. =) Let's do it again some other time alright? ^^ The session ended by around 12 and I got to bed by 2am. During the game, a little surprise came around as my darlings came for a visit though with sickness and pain, they came. Thank you so much. I love ya'all.
30th
I had quality time with dad, as we went for a little shopping and we had this Thai lunch together. It wasn't as good as we expected but it's the sharing of life I care about, so thanks dad for the time spent with me, I truly enjoyed it.
After that I spent time with mom in da kitchen as she does her way dancing through the kitchen with my dinner and we'd talk alot as usual during her cooking time. We watched dramas together and sang after dinner. I like the bonding session alot I may say so myself.
31st
Merdeka day =) It was a relaxing day, it started out with table tennis games with mummy and other aunties. My table tennis skills have totally weakened and downgraded. It was as if washed away by the days of my life. My skills faded like footsteps on the sand as the sea washes them away. Then I rested my day off while trying to check my results.
1st of Sept
As I notice this was the last day being back here, I could not stop but feel the adrenaline rush through my veins under my skin, thinking about all the stuff not done and the things I want to do, the people I want to meet again before I leave, as I admit the fact that time was not enough, the pressure in my vessels pushed my body to another level. I jumped out of bed by 8 and waited for Jie to pick me up for our badminton game. She came by 920am, yet I was pleased, she came. Reached by 10am, straight away our game started. I had the score of 3:2 win over lose. Average. As the 1st moment of separation was not as harsh, it was alright, a simply goodbye and I was gone like the wind rushing for the 1pm appointment to the book fest. I ran slightly late as I only manage to get home by 1240 and I hurried my way like the hurricane to the LRT station, glee to find I was not the last to be there and was only few minutes of delay. Blabla skip! We announce ourselves present at KLCC, for I don't know how long I haven't been there, YA ! I was there. Went around for an hour or more and we left as they didn't wanted to go for the book fest. It was a little wasted for me but oh well, it's just not my luck I guess. It's okay. The Next Event came right after I got home for about an hour? We went to Padi house for a tiny gathering and celebration for Jien's bday. Meng Leong again kindly gave me a ride. A small bonding session was okay I guess, oh not to miss out that narcissism and self potrait camwhore time.
As I had to leave for the LAST session, my heart cracked and broke into pieces as when I was tightly hugged in their arms, the feeling of not willing to be separated or the feeling of selfishness where you want more time, more voices to be heard, to stay.
Still, I left, leaving behind my beautiful blessings for them.
Last came Pastor and Shen. Our trio time, it went from the peak to the valley and to the saddest yet filled with hope points. We ran through quickly about all the yes and nos, the cons and pros, the true and false, the wicked and worthy to our bonded prayers. It was a blessed session.
Praise the lord, again when I had to step down from the car back to my house, the thought of saying goodbye once again touched my heart. I knew I had to go, sooner or later, for the better or for the worst. Goodbye I had to say, Shalom everyone. Love is what I could give, blessings were what I could ask for you to have, memories are the things I keep in my mind always, gratefulness gave me motivation to move on, smile I wished to see on your faces and lastly God is the one who keeps us bonded.
I love you all. Thanks for being my friends and family, I thank God deeply for such beautiful beyond description plans that I could never comprehend. You are always in my heart =)
Night.
JLoh 2011.

CRAZY BUG

2011-05-05T02:34:00.000-07:00

EHEM !! how long have I not been blogging? LOL silly question I may say.
CAUSE YOU KNOW THE ANSWER JUST BY LOOKING BACK. hahaha.
Today I'm dedicating my 1st post after a season to my dearest CRAZY BUG - SHEN Wen.. haha.

Enjoy..

One day there was this pretty looking girl who walked in to our fellowship door. She was wearing PINK with jeans. Her cheeks were

Yes, ROSY. haha.. and basically three crazy bugs came to warm her up ...
Yup.. as you can see.. POSING SILLY POSES IN PUBLIC AREA WHEN EVERYONE'S WATCHING !! You seriously cannot imagine how silly they can be ^^ Slowly...
The 3 members weren't TRIOS anymore.. THEY BECAME..

THE UNBEATABLE , INCREDIBLE , UNBELIEVABLE MONSTERS CALLED 4 DAI WU FAT! LOL

Now.. among these 4 , the REAL ORIGINAL crazy bug is

Crazy enough to do that ehz?!
* P.s Kids please don't try this at home. Especially during midnight. Your parents may freak out XD
Crazy Bug Disease Soon Affected Shen Wen Badly as you can see..

Due to the cacated tongue, she had her own craziness...
Soon.. they became crazy partners who've been crazy EVERYWHERE and they CAMWHORED EVERYWHERE !!
Including camps,

They camwhore before bedtime

They also camwhore RIGHT after they wake up

They camwhore in the toilet
CAMWHORE facing the car miror

They EVEN camwhore IN THE JUNGLE !! AHHH~!
And lastly IN SUPERMAN'S CLOSET !!

And of course Shen grew to be a leader too =D from..

to

but that doesn't mean we're not crazy okay?
We work hard and PLAY HARD !

*p.s Did you happen to notice that Shen camwhored from BRACES to BRACES OFF?
Moral of the story : RELAX... Don't stress too much alright? hees.

I just love every sec spent with you darling =D thanks for being with me all along, supporting me and having fun with me =D ILY !
AND I love you JUST the way YOU are =)
CHEERS TO OUR FRIENDSHIP !!
FRIENDS FOREVER !!

A Brand New Year

2011-01-31T23:53:00.000-08:00

It's a brand new year !
A new start !
I want to praise the lord in the starting of this year ! HALLELUJAH ! =D
He is just so wonderful.
He showed such mercy and so much love , 2011 started out with His deep deep love pouring down on me ^^
It started with having the chance to go to disciple training.
He SERIOUSLY knew what's best for me and what I needed.
Then, throughout this training , I once felt a little cold and abandoned as my church mates have not been in contact with me since the day I left.
But He never fails to comfort me with His special ways by showing me how beautiful the world is , how beautiful His creations were.
He taught me how to appreciate more and love others with all you have.
He gave me strength and wisdom to see the needs of others . He blessed me with these eyes to see the pain others are going through.
God also held my hands tightly and show me the way to help others.
He moved my legs to walk the path that is Right for me.
Lord knew how much I like to praise him with my voice.
He gave me a present, a gift that I treasure so much, that is the gift of having voice that sings his praises.
What else should I ask for other than to glorify him?
How could i ever repay His almighty love and grace?
I could only pray that in everything I do, everything I say glorifies him and brings joy to him.
May I use his blessings to bless more people.
May I use the blessings he gave me to help others.
Lord, I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH !
2011 Here I come !

Thank you

2010-12-29T18:03:00.001-08:00

Of All the EMO post I posted, you may think I'm a super sad , down , negative person who has mood swings right?
But SERIOUSLY, I'm not if you know me. haha
The reason my posts are mostly EMO'ish is mainly because I take blogging here as a place where I can sooth my feelings.
Alright,
I love all of you so much.
Those who care about me , who brings laughter and joy to me , whose smiles brighten up my days , whom always lend a helping hand and of course those who was always by my side when I needed em.
Most important, I wanna thank my god, my lord , my savior.
He is my shepherd.
Throughout my life there were times when I feel lost and weak, but He never fails to bring me back with His mighty love. His great love fills my heart with strength to move on. He nurtures me with his words and lead me back to his warmth. My Lord carries me on His shoulder when I couldn't seem to carry on , he takes my hand to show me how beautiful the world can be. He gave me courage and hope to do deeds for the society , to show pity and love for the needy.
He is JUST SO wonderful.
Thank you all that have been a part of me and will always be.
I pray that god would bless everyone of you and your families.
May we be ONE in Christ.
JLoh '2010.

Angry

2010-11-27T07:52:00.000-08:00

Let your tears come. Let them water your soul. Eileen Mayhew

Do you know the feeling that seems like you've just been betrayed by yourself?
It's like something that you've hoped for so much and have been SO confident of , in a heartbeat , turned right into a deserted desert leaving you behind hiding in the dark corner whispering to yourself : " It's gonna be alright " when you know deeply in the core of your heart that NO IT'S NOT OKAY.
Everything is just ruined, gone and never you will have another chance to come again.
You get so angry and so depressed about yourself knowing that there is nothing that you can do anymore. You know it's not your fault. You prepared well , you prayed hard , you done everything you could and you did well every single time.
You feel a thunder striking towards the dark spot that your innocent helpless figure was hiding , the light shine onto that lil soul and at that moment you could see clearly how lost you are from the expression of your face.
You can feel every nerve in you, tense, but yet loosing grip as you feel like giving up. You know you can't give up but the voices in your brains and throughout your body refuses to react , they don't seem to want to follow your will that insists on moving on.
Maybe because of the sorrow that was too heavy to bear, the feeling of betrayal flooding your heart , the anger blinding your eyes , the pity expression your body holds towards receiving orders....
But at the end of the day,
the suffering will end.
The thunder and storm fades as well.
Feelings that were unbearable starts to retrieve.
The power of will takes control of everything once more.
And it all starts again.
Right from the beginning.
With no guarantee of a smooth journey,
with risk to be taken towards achieving your goals,
you chose to live.
This is life.
And I'm learning to walk it with the presence of God.
JLoh

Life

2010-11-11T05:31:00.000-08:00

It has been a long way,
a tread long story too hard to be told.
All the memories and all the choices made,
warmth, love and care that was poured,
neither you or me could count.
Time passes as we grow,
maturity conquer as complication of our society elevates.
How we act shows how we were brought up,
to be or not to be ,
it was a path that leads to the end.
He rose from the dead,
he took away the end.
What was left was the beginning of life.
Things that He had done was not like anything that we could repay.
Love,
such a word,
what a way to live.
Love mother earth,
like how it loved us back.
Love your parents when you still can ,
for the nurture,
deep, tender and feeling of affection,
so great that you'll regret if you do not repay.
The emotional attachment ,
strong bonding that we are not willing to depart from,
came so sudden,
showed up unexpectedly.
Leaving us with the pain of regrets,
sorrow even depression.
But all that is left are broken pieces of memories,
some even empty , blank spaces that have never been filled.
Working overtime , spending out of pleasure,
having our own family, thinking maybe next time,
were the things that we were doing when they needed you the most.
Now they're gone,
before you realize that there was nothing you could say but all the stories when you were young.
Then you remember,
how they raised you up,
all the effort , hard work , heart broken moment when you left them.
You come to visit once or twice in a year,
just to make sure they don't call you everyday asking you to take good care of yourself
or come home for dinner.
Ignoring their calls ,
taking their multiplying love for you without any sign of appreciation,
abandon them when you think they're getting old.
Now,
the funeral has begun,
sitting on the chair staring at the black rectangular wood made container,
providing a space for the one who made so much sacrifice for you to lie.
This feeling,
so weird, so uneasy,
once again the familiar feeling of the 1st year going to school came back.
Mummy Daddy ! Don't go !
you were yelling,
they stayed for awhile,
although they left later on but you could always see them waiting for you after school at the door.
Now their not coming back this time.
Knowing you could not find them standing at your front door this time.
You wanted so much to hug them again just like how you ran into their arms when you were a child.
Filial love,
so long.
You stood up and went to the stage,
people expect you to say something about them.
But you stood there nervously thinking back how long have you not had a heart to heart conversation,
how long had you not had an interaction with them.
Piles of work, ocean like problems you're facing.
They seem so useless and meaningless now.
Ehem. you said.
The last time you could recall that make tears roll in you ,
was when you left for work.
When their shinny watery eyes gave you their blessings,
and you promised that you would always come back whenever you have time.
The next second,
you knelt down,
crying for forgiveness,
broke down in despair.
But there was nothing you could do now.
So why not we love and care for our parents when we still can,
rather than living in regrets after they pass away?
JLoh

2010-10-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

"He set my feet upon a rock making my footsteps firm..." Psalm 40:2

Truthfully

2010-10-13T07:25:00.001-07:00

True enough I was running away from how I was feeling.
I knew somehow I wasn't feeling good, no, not a bit.
But I hung on, I stood still. Nothing could move me.
I smiled and gave good replies.
Somehow I even lost my stand in the end.
But the one thing I could not accept was - No one saw what I was going through.
My closest friends. They too did not know yet kept poking into the scar digging for more fun.
Yes. I was left with wounds.
But as I imagine myself on the beach.
There was only a pair of footsteps.
And those who could only belong to my beloved Lord.
Why was there only a pair you may ask.
Cause he was carrying me all the way.
Thank you lord.
I shall face it with courage and faith in you, Only You.
As I say this again and again.
Only You.
God bless ya'all.
JLoh

Lies

2010-07-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

I miss you

2010-07-08T04:51:00.000-07:00

I missed you when I look up to the sky.
Thanks for smiling at me from heaven.
I know you were always there for me.
Loves,
Jacq.

Hey

2010-06-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

Less than 3 you lots ^^
This week, I went through so much.
I lost many friends .
But I found many too.
I can see clearly now.
Who are the ones who I really love and loves me back compared to those who thinks negatively about me.
It's kinda saddening that people think too much about a simple thing.
Maybe they've never been loved in such a way that people don't ask for paybacks.
Or maybe they've never had true friends that's why the way they think about people are just so disgusting.
Some just dislikes you from the start, so don't be surprised if they always back stab you cause it's just normal.
=D
Guess what people?
Just IGNORE them ^^

Love project

2010-06-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

I find this song's lyric really meaningful =D

愛是兩人一張棉被
也是一人一瓶清水　都說對
愛是送一百枝玫瑰
也是讓濕地開花蕊　就OK

人間的青草地　需要澆水
內心的花園就不會枯萎
把最甜最好的滋味
散播到東南西北

什麼比love love love love love更美
愛讓人安心在夢中熟睡
Oh love love love love love 最美
美在每一個人都會

愛是讓人感動流淚
也是停止製造傷悲　都答對
愛是為好朋友解圍
也是為陌生人破費　就OK

愛肯付出的汗水
愛小王子的薔薇
愛旅途上的兄弟姐妹
愛所有青山綠水
愛所有難忘約會
愛上對愛的體會

只有love love love love love最美
她會變成最安全的堡壘
什麼比love love love love love更美
美在只要用心都會學會
不用什麼只為　只要用心體會
愛讓每人都有機會

HAHA

2010-06-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

On a Sunny day, we went to a mall.
Suddenly we started to POSE !
Ready?? START!
Action!

Not ready? Or is that a pose? XP

Free modelling .. Better thank us XP

Unprofessional posers XP what's that anyway? haha.

Weeee~!

HAHA

2010-06-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

Hey !! Let's count down together !!
Ready?! From 5 !

Yay ! We are done counting down from 5=D
Hey Wait . Am I missing something?
where's the 3 and 4 ?
Okay! Let's do it again. This time, let's do it in reverse order and we'll count till 6 okie? =D
Now.. 1 !!!!

2 weirdos left Acting cool? NOT . We are already cool XP

3 weirdos wearing shades in a shopping mall . LOL.

5 Sunnies and 5 perasan POSERS XP

6 Sunnies. Me = 1 , Jun = 5 .
Jun + Jac = 1 + 5 = 6 ! =D

Yay ! We are done counting down from 6=D
Hey Wait . Am I missing something?
1st, where's the picture for 1?
I can only hear you scream 1 ! hahaha
where's the 4 and 1 ?
See? It's the 4 again ! haha..

HAHA

2010-06-12T02:59:00.000-07:00

Oh no~ My blog is seriously dead. HAHA.
but it's okay =D HAHA
LOL.. come on .. my title is HAHA right?
so of course I should add HAHA after every line XP HAHA.
These days, I noticed that numbers can always link the captions of my pictures.
How?
Kay larhx. LET pics and CAPTIONS speak. =D HAHA.

Désolé.

2010-05-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

pourquoi ne pas s'arrêter larmes de couler.
Le son de mon cœur brisé se poursuit tout comme la pluie sous mes yeux se poursuivre.
Quelle est la raison?
J'imagine que vous ne saurez jamais comment inquiète un ami peut vous vers un autre.
Désolé.

I'm renewed

2010-05-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

Congratz to Elim Youth Fellowship ! Happy 10th anniversary !
Cheers to the success of our celebration yesterday =)
Thanks to all the amazing people who had poured their hearts and soul for this event and of course the wonderful crowd who joined the celebration.
Hope all of you enjoyed yourselves . ^^
As this event will soon become history and pictures that were taken become ancient, things maybe forgotten. I thank god for giving me the chance to serve him.
Everything may fade one day. But His words will still remain.
He will always make a way, when there seems to be no way.
I am renewed today as He again fill me up with His LOVE and STRENGTH.
Thank you lord .
Hallelujah praise the lord.
May god bless everyone who are still in midst , who are still lost, who still cannot understand what love really means or where to find wisdom.
He Is Everything.
He is ALL you need.
Take care,
with love,
JLoh.

Nahr

2010-04-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

AU YONG~ XDDDD
This is for you =D

SAVE WATER

2010-03-23T04:33:00.000-07:00

Come On !
Let's Us All Learn to SAVE WATER as water holds a BIG part of our living.
We are living in a place that you may not have to worry about water supply.
But do you think that after 5 to 10 years
when you keep on wasting water ,
you still won't have to worry ?
YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG!
Even if you care about YOUR own water supply , do care about OTHER people's water supply please.
Don't be selfish and waste all the water you want when people are busy SAVING water.
It is just UNFAIR for you to do so.
If you think this still does not connects to you, then do not regret when the time comes.
Because you may be the first to die off.

Few Ways To Conserve W-A-T-E-R :

Avoid flushing the toilet unnecessarily. Dispose of tissues, insects and other such waste in the trash rather than the toilet.
Take shorter showers. Replace you shower head with an ultra-low-flow version. Some units are available that allow you to cut off the flow without adjusting the water temperature knobs.
Use the minimum amount of water needed for a bath .
Don't let water run while shaving or washing your face. Brush your teeth first while waiting for water to get hot, then wash or shave after filling the basin.
Run your clothes washer and dishwasher only when they are full. You can save up to 1,000 gallons a month.
Wash your fruits and vegetables in a pan of water instead of running water from the tap.
Use a broom instead of a hose to clean your driveway and sidewalk and save water every time.
Collect the water you use for rinsing fruits and vegetables, then reuse it to water houseplants.
Grab a wrench and fix that leaky faucet. It's simple, inexpensive, and you can save 140 gallons a week.
Turn off your taps TIGHTLY after use.

Keep a bucket in the shower to catch water as it warms up or runs.
Use this water to flush toilets or water plants.When you save water, you save money on your utility bills too. Saving water is easy for everyone to do.
LET'S BE COOL ! LET'S SAVE WATER ! =D
loves,
JLoh.

Shutting down

2010-03-16T09:21:00.000-07:00

I tried my best .
That's all I can give.
I feel so disappointed when I heard what X had to say.
Was that all?
I know I shouldn't expect so much, I'm not as good as V either.
All I wanted was to crush the wall between us.
I know you dislike me maybe you even hate me, that's why I tried my best to change what was wrong with me.
But I give up now.
I know there is nothing more I can do anymore.
I'm really tried, I tried so hard, I just can't do it, I'm so sorry.
I don't understand why am I shedding tears for this in the middle of the night, but maybe this is what you're worth .
Thanks for everything.
God bless you.

好难受

2010-03-07T05:47:00.000-08:00

难道是因为受难节要到了吗？
我现在感到好难受哦！真的真的无法想象的无奈。
似乎就要窒息。
离崩溃应该不远了吧。
每天精神紧张，一日比一日背负更多的事物。
虽说“今日事，今日毕” 但，真的做的得到吗？
神啊！除了你，没有任何人能了解我的感受，听到我内心的呐喊。
我知道，我所在经历的，无法与你相比，我不求你将它挪去，我只求您加添我力量，叫我不退缩，勇敢的面对。　
您所给我的，我知我无法报答，但愿将我一生的岁月都献给你。
你們沒有祈求以先、你們所需用的、你們的父早已知道了（太6:8）　
我知道，在我向您祷告倾诉前，你已监察了我内心深处。
今日，在我感到如此痛苦的这一刻，我仍然要赞美你　，因你的慈爱是何等的广阔高深，你所赐下的恩典是多么的有能力，你是创造宇宙万物的主宰，那无所不知，无所不能，无所不在，昔在，今在，永在的神。我的阿爸父，我感谢赞美你，你的带领让我看到您的荣光照耀全地。
愿神你的国降临，愿你的旨意行在地上如同行在天上。
荣耀都归主。
Jacq.

Tired

2010-03-07T04:11:00.000-08:00

I just want some rest.
Why am I the one who always get nagged ?
Why can't I be busy?
If you were the one who is busy today and I keep nagging , would you be happy about it?
I just don't get why. WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND ME?
Why Why Why.
There is just so many Why in my head now.
I can't think straight anymore.
I had enough.
Jacq.

Who Loves You ?

2010-03-03T05:10:00.000-08:00

If you are still bothered by this question " Who Loves You ? "
Today I have the right answer for you ^^
That is, God loves you. Not just all, I love you too. =D
You may think it's weird for a person that you may not know to say they love you, but guess what, God blessed me with the ultimate love to love you =) The strength to bless you today.
Summary :

God Loves you
&
I love you too

JLoh

Boredom

2010-02-16T04:06:00.000-08:00

When you get bored in MSN ,
this is how your chat will become.
This is basically a conversation between a friend and I for about a minute when we ran out of topic to talk about. Here it goes~
JLoh : lalala
RZ : lololo
JLoh : lelele
RZ : lululu

Guess how it ended?
It ended because we ran out of vowels ! XD
Just a random post. haha.
Just thought of teaching people how to keep the conversation going while you take a breath and think about other topics to talk about .
Take care people!
Happy Chinese New Year!
Muax!
JLoh

New changes

2010-02-04T06:32:00.000-08:00

Guess what?!
One of my darlings.. who is..
TAN SHEN WEN
dyed her hair !! Weee~!
It looked SUPER NATURAL !
A beauty she is =D
All Guys..
TAKE THE CHANCE WHEN YOU STILL HAVE ~
Kau her bah XD
but ,,,
GET MY PERMISSION 1ST
Muahahahaahahaha..
this is just a random post btw. XP

Look !

2010-01-30T06:49:00.001-08:00

Look ! hahaha.. I didn't noticed that I have abandoned my blog for so long.. haha
the last post was like on the 13th.
Mm.
Let me just update abit about my friends ^^
2010 is truly a brand new year.
Chee Chung > Dyed his hair to BRIGHT BROWN ! but then straighten and dark brown. haha.
Si Yong > Is now a teacher in CHS !! Woo hoo~! U Go Bro~
Shen > Teacher in TTC . haha. Please don't kill the kiddies dear XD
Worm > As Lame As Possible XP
Edgar > Turning into a MAN as days goes by
Jun Lv > Changed his styleee.
Eric > My assistant in Fellowship =)
Sing > Improved in every way , really glad she found a target in life. Bravo~
Xiang Hou > Will end his studies this year . I'm waiting for you to come back patiently. hehe.
Shawn > Going to study in Taiwan, he's more outgoing nowadays, really proud of him. All the best in life Boy !
Jun > my super secretary. Bear with it darling ! I'm sure you will be just fine.
Jane > we somehow lost contact. T.T
Leong Mei Tiger XD > she's our formal fellowship teacher now. MUAHAHAHA.

well.. the list will keep going on if I don't stop here. haha
WAIT !
How about me?
Well..
Having a Magnificent life.
With Adorable friends.
And lighted with Wonderful care.
Loved by my One And Only Lord.
Will love others with love that had been showered over me.

Love ya'all
Jacq

Brain Burst

2010-01-13T05:50:00.000-08:00

Oh wow.. have you ever had a feeling that your brain is about to BURST? haha
well. after 1 and a half week of school and alot of thinking and conclusions made ,
YES ! that's the feeling I'm having now. haha.
btw.. GET WELL SOON Jun..
I don't wanna see a sick Rudolph XP
at least be a healthy Rudolph la XD
With love,
Jacq.

Cameron

2010-01-07T21:58:00.000-08:00

Everybody Make Some Noiseeee~!
Cameron it is.
Let the group pics do the talking .
The Hot-ness of us swiped off the cold weather in cameron .

Obviously

2010-01-07T21:50:00.000-08:00

Obviously the reason for not blogging is BUSY !
hahaha
I have been trapped in piles over piles of home works just as school begins.
Forgive me people,
You won't know how it feels unless you're studying in a class like mine with teachers that are SO responsible .
Yes.
" Home works are for your own good because the more you do the more you understand. " Said by most of the teachers who step in.
Yeah yeah yeah. I get the point.
then some of the teachers say " You are in 5 Belian !! Sure you all are smart and hardworking "
hahaha.. well..
That's too early to judge us by our cover.
The truth behind this ' smart ' class is...
We're just like all normal teens.
We love to play too.
We study hard and we play hard.
so... CUT Down on the home works please !
Give me some rest.
Ciaoz ~

Quote

2009-12-25T04:22:00.000-08:00

I have the peace of god and also the god of peace in my heart.

Shen darling

2009-12-20T18:24:00.000-08:00

We had lots of fun together =) You're my sister remember?
haha..
so.. don't frown, cry as hard as you want but remember to come back with a smile.
I don't want to see a crying baby. XD
You're a strong girl =D I'm always here for you k..
A shoulder , an ear oh and perhaps few pieces of tissues.. haha
All the best in life.
This is just a part of it.
Do not pray for an easy life, but pray to be a strong person.
There is always a sad phrase and a rocky path on the journey of life,
but hang on to it.
God will walk with you .
Just follow his footsteps.

Love,
JLoh

Heart And Soul

2009-12-20T18:19:00.000-08:00

Here it is.
My heart and soul ,
ready for you,
only you.
Just because there is non-other like you.
Whom shall I fear when I have you,
not the ocean , not the mountains .
I shall only fear of You.
Al-mighty God.
JLoh

BUSTED..

2009-12-17T05:54:00.000-08:00

Currently LACK of money.. haha..
Money is so important lately.
Without money, you can't get any stuff you want, no entertainment not to say any fun, can't go anywhere far without transportation charges.
Money Money Money, it's haunting me lately.
Everything I do seems to be all related to Money.
Money money money, can't get away from money.
Rich or poor it's all about money.
I'm too young to be worrying about money.
But Oh My,
Yes I am Now..
And I am BUSTED.. haha
JLoh

Mission Trip

2009-12-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

I'm truly blessed.
I feel so blessed to have been chosen among BILLIONS to share the gospel of heaven. Praise the lord.
Thank you god for leading and guiding me through these 6 days .
Let me share my thoughts and thanks.
1st , through these days , I gone through the hardest test of faith and bravery.
Trust in the lord and blessings falls on you.
This is so true.
I put all my faith and all my beliefs in god, guess what, miracles happened .
Miracles didn't just happened once or twice. It happened non stop through the whole trip.
This is such an amazing experience that you can really feel and see god's mighty powers and doings.
Second, these days I learned so much. And I was blessed with the chance to share gospel to many people that weren't familiar to me.
I went through fear , butterflies in my tummy , excitement , satisfaction and in the end glory to the lord.
This is just so unbelievable .
I went through god's guidance. He was with me the whole time. I can feel him.
He spoke to me, he gave me strength , even when we were exhausted , scared and lost, He kept us close to him and wipe of our fears yet gave us strength.
He is our shepherd and our King who listens to our prayers.
I grew so much and I thank my pastor , teachers and friends for being so sweet , helpful , nice and tolerant through these days.
Everyone have been so cooperative and caring although we were under attack (Satan and fatigue) .
Hallelujah , he brought us through.
Thanks you everyone.
Love was shown in every movement and voice of ours each and everyday.
And I believe till this moment , the love is still warm in our hearts.
Special thanks to
Pastor > you lead so us well, you gave us this chance, you gave us training. Even you were tired, you never complained. Love you pastor.
Chee Ping teacher > You were so willing to sacrifice we all can see. Your care for everyone of us I believe all of us can feel it deep inside us.
Hiong Wee teacher >> thank you for fetching us here and there , I know it used up alot of your concentration. Thank you so much.
Yu Han teacher >> you taught me well teacher. I'm so thankful that you were there. =)
Mei Si teacher >> You are just so sweet. Thank you for always giving me advice and being so helpful.
Yan Yan >> You rock my world and you know it =)
Xiang Hou >> You are just sooooooooo cute and smart bro =) I'm really glad we had you. You made everything seem so smooth. Thank you so much.
Yee Kin >> Although you came late but I'm glad you came safe. Glad you made it =) you were a great help to us .
Eric >> Aww.. you are non other than a funny fun and cheerful boy who just make me laugh whenever I see you.. =) Thank god for giving me such a cute angel. btw. You done so well on your sharing. Bravo.
Phebe >> You slept with me and we had fun . haha. We went through alot have we? I miss you so much darling. May god keep on blessing you through ur everyday yea.. thank you for being so nice. Hallelujah you did so well while spreading the gospel.
Shi Min >> my dear roommate. You are just so cute. haha. I'm so glad I had the chance to sing for you to sleep. thank you so much for giving me support when I was down . and You were wonderful , praise the lord you spread the gospel.
Shi Ling >> Oh dear , you are funny. hehe. Thank you for laughing so much. hahaha. It really washed away all my worries. hehe.
Philia >> Philia sis, you're a person who is so helpful and caring. I'm so proud of you =) . I learned alot from you these days. thank you so much.
Zhe Ning >> You are so adorableee.. Thanks for all the warm hugs you gave me to boost up my confidence.. hehe. Love ya!
Min Wei >> Although I just known you these days but you've already taken a big part of my heart with you. haha. Thanks for helping out so much. without you we won't be as perfect too.

I'm am truly touched and filled with joy this precise moment.
May the lord be with all of you.
Lots of love,
JLoh

25.11.09

2009-11-25T07:20:00.000-08:00

Grey is the colour today.
Colour of my day,
my heart.

Eric's blog

2009-11-23T05:56:00.001-08:00

虽然面纸只有150抽，轮到排在第151个的我，耶稣就用手帮我擦眼泪.

The song on his blog is just so touching.. T.T

Christmas !!

2009-11-23T03:22:00.000-08:00

Everyone Attention !!
Do Join me for Christmas this 19th of December.
Time : 6:00pm
Place : OKR Presbyterian Church =)
Activities : Super duper fun and cool performance and games . In addition, Dinner is provided.
People : We hope non-christian can join us.
Specialty : We have 7 Christmas tree this year with Fascinating decorations . 7 groups will be competing towards being the best decorated christmas tree ^^.
Not to forget >> Present exchanging session. ( Please prepare a present that is RM10 or above.)
Do not hesitate to come forward and contact me for more information . =D
I'll be waiting for you this Christmas .
Don't miss this once in a lifetime experience and a chance of changing your life.

So...

WHAT'CHA WAITING FOR?!

Come Join Us This Christmas !! =D

Love,
Jacq.

JLoh is currently BUSY

2009-11-20T20:18:00.000-08:00

JLoh is really busy lately cause she'll be busy on..

Christmas decoration
Mission trip
Fellowship plans
Sunday's Worship session
Loving my friends
Preparing presents for people
Teaching music class
Out with friends

Seee... told you I'm busyy.. hahaha.. XD
Love you ppl..
Muax!
God bless ya'all
JLoh

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2009-11-13T05:50:00.001-08:00

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Sister

2009-11-12T07:24:00.000-08:00

God is our only hope =D
The only one who can save our relationship.
God is the only way.
Bridge .
One way.
JLoh

Relationship

2009-11-12T05:08:00.000-08:00

You know how much I heart my friends.
And I bet you know how blessed I am to have Friends like them.
But how deep is one's relationship with another?
So deep that you would scold your friend really hard when they're doing something that would hurt themselves?
Tell your friend that his/her hair is really messy when it really is?
Still care for your friend even though you haven't met him/her for ages?
Don't mind even though he/she misses your birthday party ?
Be there for him/her whenever they need you?
Lend a warm shoulder , wipe of him/her tears , cheer him/her up in the middle of the night?

I'm so willing my friends.
So are you still hesitating if you would do it?
Would a silly little fight hurt the relationship between u and ur friend?
Will a few years abandon your friendship?
Can some misunderstandings ruin your friendship?
Are you doubting your trust and faith in your friend?
If you are, Think again, maybe you haven't been having a deep relationship with your friends.
Let's have deep relationships from today onwards..
Say bye to the hi-bye relationships and Hello to the heart to heart passion.
Love,
JLoh

Post 121

2009-11-07T09:15:00.000-08:00

Yay!! haha.. finally an update.. XD
mm..
actually I've just forgotten about what I planned to update b4 this.. XD
oh yeah.. exams..
well, as you all readers know, I've been battling with exams for weeks and weeks and yet it is not over but Ive started to relax.
haha.
Great news ! I earned 83 marks for my English Paper ^^ weee~!
*CLAPS for myself *
But.. hahaha
Sejarah wasn't as good. Although it is still an A2 but seriously ain't what I had in mind.
mm.. I went to Leo's cafe today for ICT gathering , it was suppose to be a ceremony to send off our seniors XP AWWWW.. will be missing u guys T.T.
I ate a lot really, I had chicken chop with mushroom sauce, Chicken mushroom soup and Volcano hill ice kacang . Okay. Chicken chop was really good for me , Chicken mushroom soup is a bit too watery and lastly the volcano hill was a big let down.
hahaha.. 1st it looked really different than the picture which actually has strawberries on it but when it came out, there was nothing but HARD ice as if it just came out from the freezing cold freezer without crushing it 1st and some little black hard jelly balls. haha. Sad right?
But I was satisfied because it was all FREE !! =D thanks Puan Chong for the wonderful lunch and we had a great time eating together not to forget clapping continuously for An An . ( An An will ask you to clap if you don't ) .
Thank you lord for the food so good . =D
take care people.
Leo's cafe ain't that bad.
You could probably give it a try.
Of course it depends on branches as you know different branches have their own ways of presenting , serving food =)
Love ya all people.
JLoh

Appreciate

2009-10-25T08:09:00.000-07:00

People have never appreciate the times we've been together, when I was free I took the time and pleasure to have fun with u..
But.. when I'm not available or not around, this is how , you'll say tons of things that you may think of it as just some words that make a phrase which expresses your feelings.. but how about mine?
What do those words mean to me when I take you as an important person and remembers things that you have not remembered about yourself or took time to make some lil things that perhaps meant nothing to you..
Never thought about that ehz?
Well.. It Hurts to know the ugly truth.
The ugly truth that you were in fact backstabbing me right infront of my eyes, pathetic that I took that as a time for you to express your feelings for the good of your health ignoring the pain that I really felt that was bleeding.
Breathless I felt, in a slight shiver, how I wished that it wasn't true.
Speak honestly for yourself today.
You were only thinking about yourself, everything you do, it was for the pleasure of yours.
Heaven is what I feel now because I'm glad I could take this as a fact and accept you the way you are.
Today, I annouce that under any circumstances , place, time or how deep you hurt me , you are a friend I heart and that is for sure.
You may not recognize this post to you .
Or maybe you would never understand or read this.
But I'm dedicating this to you , my dear friend.
This is how much I'm willing to sacrifice for you.
JLoh

Unknown

2009-10-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

I'm currently undergoing pain beneath my skin through veins by veins..

Quote

2009-10-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

I sing because I'm happy,
I'm happy because I sing.

I'm Happy

2009-10-12T07:10:00.001-07:00

I'm so happy =D
Because it is such a blessing to have the chance to serve my lord.
Among billions n billions of people, I was chosen.
About that I am also overwhelmed to serve my Lord with so many wonderful , dedicated, helpful, amazing and talented brothers and sisters in Christ.
Together we are one .
I am so glad.
My heart was melted by the power of love between everyone of us.
The Love that made us pour our heart and soul for others.
For God's little children, for his glory.
Thank You Lord.
May god's blessings follow every footsteps of all of you, who served our lord with such a sincere heart.
Hallelujah praise the lord !
All for his glory !
JLoh

Judgement Day

2009-10-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

This Morning was a beautiful morning.
I woke up with a bright smile and hoping for the best in the competition.
Although later on I received the news that wasn't as pleasant but obviously I'm not going to let that news spoil my day ehz? hehe.
Later on when I caught my sight on my partner as she came and fetch me.
Here comes the WOW FACTOR!! haha.. She looked amazing !! elegant beauty.
On the way ( school pathway/runway ) , some people seemed to have already given us their compliments that we were looking really smart XD but they said we looked CUTE more than SMART .. well.. it's still a compliment. XP COMPLIMENT ACCEPTED !! haha.
see !! u guys rocks. Gave us a confidence boost.
The make up part was hilarious. You know , just by posting this I'm already laughing my way through it. Ke Xin was like Erhzz.. ERHZ.. are you sure about this?
I'm like YEAH.. ( not really ) it was just to convince her to do it 1st so that I could see if I want teacher to put the make up for me XD.
Teacher keep urging Karen to put MORE make up for us.
I guess she as well thought it was like a grand place with SPOTLIGHTS everywhere. haha.. DREAM ON ~! XP
Thanks KAREN !! THANKS to the CIKGU's !! haha.
Sorry la karen , I just can't stop blinking my eyes ESPECIALLY after you put the mascara and eye liner for me. haha.
Now I understand why you ask me not to blink, because I came back n found out under my eyes are BLACK DARK lines. hahaha.
The Nervous Part.
ahhh..
THE AUDITION!!
we went to Seri Kembangan Zenne. haha. I thought we're like kind of over acting over this because it's just an audition . But I'm totally WRONG !! TEE TEE !!!
Everybody came with ALL they have !! From head to toe I'm sure they ain't borrowed or cheap. True performers.
haha.
The audition went great. I had fun and the judges were really supportive.
I really hope we'll get into the finals. Even if we don't it's really worth a try.
1st and of course will not be the last time =D

After that I was really exhausted . I bet everyone who entered the competition was. Let's just R.I.P.. hahaha.. REST IN PEACE !! XD
JLoh

Moo.

2009-09-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

I'm so frustrated lately..
I can't seem to concentrate on my studies..
Oh Please make me a nerd for the time being.
haha
I WANT TO BE A NERD TEMPORALLY !!
Btw..
The Bestie is currently ill..
pray for her yeah..
continuous vomiting is incredibly suffering.
Take care.
JLoh

16th Birthday

2009-09-22T03:10:00.000-07:00

My 16th birthday was dramatically amazing yet teary.
1st that I wanna say is..
All the tears n all the love I spread out was too much of the worth.
But seriously you guys didn't have to celebrate for me ..
Because to see you all grow in the love of Christ, is the most wonderful thing that ever happened in my life.
I am so glad that I can see all the changes and the maturity from all of you.

I'll start with Shen..
Oh darling.. I remembered you as a really smart, intelligent , sporty , noisy , crazy and mature at the right time person. As time went on, you grew perfectly great.
You start to pour out your love for one another and I could see your effort into learning the words of god. You learned how to cast your burden to our mighty lord. Hallelujah praise the lord.
You are such a great leader =) I'm really sorry that sometimes I may be really harsh with you and you may feel that I'm treating you really bad.. but believe me.. I know.. haha.. remember you told me that don't treat you too good in case you'll start to become really nosy? well I remembered. I was trying to help you so you could be a down to earth person for you're so talented darling.. but many of the people here aren't as talented =) they may feel pressured towards you. As you know you are blessed with all your needs , many aren't as fortunate =)
Hope you'll understand one day.. deep inside I love you so dearly.. I can see that you're trying your best to balance your time between the hectic life you have, and I'm sure you'll do just fine , god bless you.

2nd , Yin Sing
Oh my .. who's that pretty girl over there? haha.. yeah.. dear yin sing..
I'm so glad that I have been given the chance to walk with you through sorrow through joy.. To love you with all my heart . To pray for you each and everyday. You've been through alot yes I know. But hope in the future you could learn to forget the past.. Forgive and forget .. Forgive others so that our father shall forgive us. Let us forget the past and run towards the future =D
I love you honey.. you are a very talented girl , hope you'll keep it up in serving our lord =) god bless you sugar. You make my life seemed much more colorful.

3rd Eric
Look.. you've grown so so much.. You've grown alot of maturity through the years. But boy, you've got to keep it up ya =) you are a person with a kind heart ,
lovely caring character and a really helpful person. Thank god he gave me such a wonderful person. =D I'm so glad that I was chosen to be by your side to watch you grow. And by watching you grow.. I feel joy rushing through my blood. Happiness filled my heart . May you learn to control your temper even better in the future ya... Loves

4th Jun.
Jun Jun Jun.. How touched I was by reading your letter. Everyday of my life being spent with you is a chapter in my heart that will never fade . By watching you grow into a person passionate towards our lord gives such an incredible feeling to me. Amazing grace it is. I thank the lord so much by making it possible for me to stand by you whenever you need me. You are a fantastic person.
From an emotional girl to a happy cheerful sister. How amazing can that be?
Unbelievable but Believe it =D

5th Edgar
If I'm not mistaken this would be the 1st post abt you. haha.
Edgar oh edgar , you are a person who's so responsible , cute yet naughty.
haha. You've always brighten up my gloomy days. haha. I'm so glad you can still join us. But I hope you'll grow into a person who is further more interested in knowing our lord.. our father .. Let us go deeper into His love =D I love u boy.. haha.

6th Worm.
Worm oh worm. how long have we been playing together. Since 5 or 6? =D
you're always a great person. Deep inside , you're a very caring person. I know. haha. Although sometimes people may say you're a cool person with no hard feelings.. but I believe you're a kind person with alot of talent. You're such a good listener yet a great friend. I hope we can march our way towards a brighter future together =) JiaYou ya. I know you could do better than that dear =) trust in yourself n the lord who created you.. You are special to me =D

7th Jun Lv
Jun Lv.. haven't been that close with you lately. haha. But believe me I care about you alot =D you are so cute n you know that. You're a funny person , a down to earth person yet easy going. I hope you could keep it up and give your soul and heart to our lord. For He have always taken care of you and blessed you with all your needs =D Don't keep things to yourself yea. I'm always ready to be your listener . All the best in life.

Last Kim Foeng
Hey .. I want my present from you. haha. Let me see a new you k? I would always be here for you darling. To wipe off your tears, to listen to you, to give you warm hugs when you need it , etc.etc. I hope today our lord would fill your heart with Love and Joy .. I would really like to see a cheerful and happy girl who has laughter n joy with her everyday. May our mighty lord take away all your burdens and bless you with peace =)

Lots Of Love,
JLoh

Birthday

2009-09-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

the time of the year is here again ! haha..
No~! I don't want to grow older.. XD
the time of the year when people start to ask me.
What you want?
this year. my answer is..
as long as all of you grow up with me with love n joy ,
I already feel really really blessed =)
so.. guess what.. Just live a great life for me will you??
Love u all !!
hugs !
Muax!
JLoh

Dengue

2009-09-08T02:30:00.000-07:00

Just 10 minutes more.. dad will be heading to the hospital..
I'm just so sad.. so sad that I can hear my heart torn into strings of sorrow.
I wished that I could have taken his place . So I won't have to see him suffer through all the joints and muscle pain , stomach upset , nausea n vomitting .. etc.etc.
I just can't believe this is happening..
Everyone who is reading.. please pray for my dad..
Pray that he'll get well soon..
pray that the platelets counting would go up..
Lord.. I trust faithfully in you. I truly believe you'll heal him.
Lord, let me have faith in you like how Abraham had faith in you..
Bless my dad and heal him lord..
Wipe off the tears that are rolling down my cheeks , may hope and faith fill my soul.
Shout to the lord with your prayers people.
Thank you so much if at this moment you're reading this and you're praying for my dad.
Thank you so much.
God bless you..
JLoh
that is currently going through a hard time.

I don't want to miss a thing

2009-09-07T05:47:00.000-07:00

Just a song..Sorry it's not nice XD

Hymn

2009-09-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

Just want to sing this song for alot of you out there who are lost.
lyrics written as below.
Keep up the faith and hope yah.. =D

看見希望 歌詞

他們說最好機會已錯過

黑暗中找不到真正出口

該停留或是繼續向前走?

茫茫人海誰給我承諾?

他們說時間會復原傷口

卻發現心情越向低谷走

我的心感到慌亂和失措

不知何處讓我再停留?

直到那天你來到我的生命中

溫柔話語輕聲安慰

你說流淚撒種的必歡呼收割

風雨過後將會有彩虹

你為我平靜風浪藏我在你的翅膀

我的希望就在你愛的眼光

你為我來到世上十架上勝過死亡

永恆的愛讓我看見希望

我可以看見希望雲後的燦爛陽光

因我知道你會在我的身旁

Puchong Fellowship

2009-08-27T05:44:00.000-07:00

Yum siew ?! hahaha. Attention ~! People !! Don't be JEALOUS !! hahaha. wee~!

Ehhh~! Wat la Zhe. haha. So sad merh take pic with me.. T.T. haha.

Wahahhaa.. Revenge !! Eric giving him the face he gave me earlier. XP

The Most Normal Pic of us. haha. Yay! I look good here XD

Da Most Lovable Teacher of all =D Sir Guo Hua.

From Left > Hung , Me , Sing , Ann, Eric.

Woohooo~!
Went for Puchong's fellowship on Saturday.
I waited Soooooo Long for that one and only chance and IT WAS SO WORTH !!
hehe.
Puchong fellowship ROCKED weihz.
haha.
Seriously , as expected, Sing Eric and I were like displays as we stepped into Puchong church cause of our loud voices XD
We were Noisy but Funny , Fun and Cute . hehehe.
We chat with our old mates , teacher and Pastor.
As the fellowship started , it started a great educational and fun time.
I had so much fun and learned so much that day =D
Super Happy.
Okay.
after that took pic with Our Mates =D
And that's all.. Byeee~!

Feeling Better and Off to FRIM again

2009-08-27T05:35:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning b4 the trip. Ain't convincing enough right? haha.

B4 the trip =D see !! told you I was feeling better.. look at me. haha. Semangatnya~!

Yes Sir Yes Sir !! =)

SUPER CUTE LIL KID ! gosh.. She's so going to grow up into a great looking lady =D

Went to FRIM again today. haha. But sadly it rained heavily. Awww.. That wasn't going to stop us from going through the jungle ppl. haha. we still went.
But we went for the easier root. But somehow it was too easy , not challenging at all. So it killed our excitement. haha.
But anyway after getting wet by the rain we changed at head for lunch.
Lunch was Delicious ! what a delicacy. hehe. But 2nd day I had a small Flue.
Due to being wet by the rain and not bathing right after. haha.

ICT lawatan to Unitar

2009-08-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

Jun ate Uncle Bob popcorn chicken in the hall b4 the seminar starts AGAIN. and look at the way she's eating it.. Mmm~! Yummy~! hehe.

Went to oldtown white coffee since there was spare time =D

All I can say is.. BAD. haha.
Seriously wasn't an enjoyable trip .
Everything was just so WRONG.
haha. Certainly didn't learn much. Will NEVER ENTER UNITAR !! hahaa.

The Day

2009-08-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

What is the papaya doing in this post? Nothing actually. hahaha. Just found a nice papaya shape in this papaya =D

Doctor said I needed imported antibiotics . There it is, this is how it looks =) Capsule.

This is the day I coughed blood. hahaha.
Pictures of my medicine. T.T.

Sick days

2009-08-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

PRONOUNCED SICK ! > dead.

You know why my hand is over there? Because, 1 sec before this pic was taken I coughed. haha.

Before sleeping.. Ahah. I know that my bed sheet is super cute =D

REVIVAL

2009-08-19T02:51:00.000-07:00

Ahah !! I'm back ppl !!
XD yay !! I've won over the scary sickness.
Let me see.
I'm so disappointed of myself cause my results really sucked..
Haiz.
Anyway Thank god I'm Free From Lung Infection ( I hope )
k laa..
just a small update.
Gotta go out later.
btw.
Holidays are just by the corner.
Any1 who want to ask me out better hurry cause schedule is NEARLY FULL!!
So Rush Up yeah !
Love,
JLoh

Lung Infection

2009-08-14T01:43:00.000-07:00

This morning.
I was so ready for school. I changed wash up packed my bag ate breakfast.
but suddenly.. the sound of my cough told me something scary.
the sound was as if a spoiled car engine was on the run.
And then I started to cough aloud and hard untill I can feel the pain in my chest Soooo deep that it's like nailing nails into my chest.
At that moment , my mind was blank.
I kept coughing untill it was time to cough out the Phlegm.
Guess what I saw with my bear eyes.
It was blood.
Blood yes blood.
Okay. Not A Patch of blood la people.
You all watch too much dramas. XP
it was just a little bit of blood mixed with my phlegm.
Gosh.
Straight away. The doctor it is to see.
doctor heard my cough. he was like.
Doctor :" it seems like a very bad cough. What colour is your phlegm? ( yellow ) you're lungs are infected. " then he start scribbling notes.
Then I thought of letting him know.
So I told the doctor :" in fact, I coughed out a bit of blood this morning "
then Doctor was like. Oh. change of plan.
I'm giving you imported Antibiotic rather than the normal ones for stronger effect. we don't want to get weak now cause it's easy to catch H1N1 .
so I went back home after taking my medicine.
ppl please pray hard for me.
Doc said. Anything more than 4 days should be admitted to hospital for check up.
Pray hard ppl !! Pray hard !!
Love,
JLoh

FRIMxBeryl's / Sweet Sweat

2009-08-13T04:49:00.000-07:00

YAY!! I'm BACK !! from??? A wonderful School Trip =) !! to where??
Concentrate la you !! FRIM !! and the Chocolate Factory >> Beryl's !!

Okay =D as you know how worried I was that I'm so scared that I would probably faint in FRIM.. guess what ! Nyahahahaha.. I made it !! I went through it =D
Thanks to all the people who supported me with their prayers and people who helped me through the walking and climbing of that mountain..

SWEET SWEAT

7:10
reached school , thumb in and we head to find others. (Me & Xin )

7:30-7:40
gather up at the back gate waiting with excitement for the bus to come . In the meantime , Camwhore starts here.

7:40-7:50
Fight to get some great seats in the bus XP it's good to be 4sc3..hehe.

7:50 - 8:05
Settle down and do nothing .. or busy doing something of their own.. like?
let me see.. Jee Yan > eating her roti boi.. Kee Shin > DG .. Meng Leong > Nanny busy counting . Ke Xin and I just chat our excitement.. Jun > smelling Jee Yan's bread perhaps? haha..

8:05-8:50
OH FINALLY ~! THE BUS'S MOVING ~! WEEE~!
okay.. we celebrated Shu Zhi's birthday !! btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again !!
then we sang Sha La La in the bus. We watched this sick show half way ( The last house) and listen to alot of songs n of course listened to the tour guide =)

8:50-9:00
Everyone was Paranoid ! hahaha scared of leech la mosquitoes la. Who freaked out the most?? non other than JEE YAN.. hahaha.. Jien brought salt water, Xin brought Salt, Sharon brought Anti Leech n Mosquito spray. So? I had no worries XP

9:00-12:20
Here's the part where we start Keep Walking Keep Keep Sweating in FRIM.. XD
gosh.. super LONG way lo. The hillarious part was all of us were sweating like HIPPOS hahaha As if the pipes were broken . hahaha. Aww.. thanks to all my friends. you all helped me through when I was so tired that I couldn't move due to the fever I just recovered from yesterday =) you all rock !! you all make me strong!!

12:20-12:50
So it drizzled just that we marched out like heros from the forest XP n so we rushed up the bus in like few secs? and headed to our All Time Favourite = McD !!
wee~! I had Fillet O Fish and then I had to eat up 6 nuggets, which were decent but FILLING haha. so full..

12:50-1:10
Meanwhile in the bus .. SLEEP !! pigs.. hahha.. just finish eating all sleep ..
then some just had little chats. Decide if we wanted to skip school tomorrow. shhh.. While meng leong was bz counting us again. haha. Sing Songs again and they did alot of gay stuff XD

1:10-3:00
We had a great time starting from .. The toilet? hahaa.. then we went in for the introduction film then through the tunnels of " THE MAKING of Beryl's " and to the place we packed ourselves to buy Beryl's chocolate. Gosh. they're making big money man ! haha. we ate ALL the samples XP.. come on.. it's free right? XD

3:00-4:00
The exhausted period. Every1 died out. hahaa. NOT! the bus put on TRANSFORMER ! Ahhhh~! stupid bus.. hahaha.. I got dizzy because of the tranformers were jumping here and there and the speaker were busting loud.
and Kee Shin was shouting BUMBLE BEE BUMBLE BEE ..hahahaha!! laugh at him ppl !! muahahaha.. then meng leong was like MEGAN FOX MEGAN FOX. Others were probably trying to sleep. Guess Bear was dreaming back of the time Sharon n him super sweet in the forest. aiyerr. hahaha.. si weet si weet er XD

4:00-4:10
SCHOOL SWEET SCHOOL !! WE'RE BACK ! Funny scene was just as they step down from the bus , you'll see them take out their phones and start calling. Straight away you can see 40 STUDENTS WERE CALLING THEIR PARENTS ! Tiring we were but This cannot stop the Camwhore semangat. After we walked to the stand to wait for our parents to fetch us. Picturess were taken !! hehe. fun !! =)

4:20
Good relaxing Shower =D
HOME SWEET HOME.
SLEEP .
Dinner.

Conclusion
It was a super tiring but fun day. Had so freaking much fun and such great time with Jien Xin and Jun =D love u bestiess !! muax!

here it goes

2009-08-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

Nice right?? totally love it ~! Happiee~!

my Art collection. Weee~!

Me and Shen =D TIRING !!

The lights in da restaurant =)

nice arhx?

Terrorist? or H1N1 Influenza A defence?

Wei wei's hair really geng nerhx. haha. cool right?

Pictures taken b4 I had all these sickness. =)

Post 90

2009-08-11T21:18:00.000-07:00

Really wanna thank u guys who have been there for me when I'm sick..
Although I'm still sick.
lolz.
my high fever haven't been off for 2 days now.
Didn't get any sleep yesterday cause my body was burning.
so I had to keep myself cool with wet cloth.
Yeah.. that sucks.
haha
Okay.
People I want to thank is.
Zhe , Ke Xin , Jun , Sam and many more..
Especially Zhe and Ke Xin.
You 2 rock to da max !
really thankful that I have such wonderful angels in my life..
Zhe gave me all the courage ,bravery , advices and laughter that I've ever needed.
Ke Xin helped me so much since I got sick.
She was with me all the time.
thank you girl.
Can't imagine life without u 2..
So touch..
my heart have been melted by 2 of you.
I'm so glad that I've met u both.
thank god.
hallelujah praise the lord.
JLoh

Sick.. Part 2..

2009-08-11T06:20:00.001-07:00

Oh no~!
2nd round of fever..
after the 1st round of fever I took my panadol and I felt better..
But 2nd round came right after.
My head is like burning in the oven but my hands n legs are like Ice cold.
and this flue..
Oh gosh.
PAIN.
I'm like sneezing my intestines out..
T.T..
Pray for me yeahz.
Had high fever.
Bad cough .
And Super Flue.
DEAD MEAT.
Love,
JLoh

Pronouced Sick

2009-08-10T18:58:00.000-07:00

GREAT.. haha
JLoh is pronouced SICK !!
Ahhhh~! T.T..
SUFFERINGGGG ..
gosh.. cough really hurts man..
imagine it's like coughing your lungs out.
Ouch ehz?
so..
I'm summoned to stay home for the time being..
since..
I had fever Yesterday till this morning ,
I though of going for a long long walk to the market to and fro from my house.
Guess what..
IT WORKED !!
My fever is off now..
but the cough just won't leave me .
haha.
I know you admire me, but come on ~! Give me a break will you?
Hahaha..
the fever made me go coo coo did it?
Now I'm saying that my cough is as if my admirer.
k la..
REST TIME.
bye ppl.
JLoh = sick.

A post For the Cousins

2009-08-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

Sammm !!
You better get well soon..
And so do you Tim..
both of you arhx..
hahaa..
Better get well b4 I head to your house people.
Freaking miss both of you.
plus SUPER worried .
Har .. Sam..
Don't laugh.
haha..
Don't be so happy that you can skip school a week when I'm dead bored with school.
I'm so gonna get you.. hahaha
Hope you 2 get well soon k?
going over to your place as soon as you get well k?
WAIT FOR MEEEEE ~!
Hugss !!
Muax !!
God bless you 2..
Love you cousinsss..
JLoh

Jo Tagged me AGAIN ! hah XD

2009-08-07T05:12:00.000-07:00

1. what are you doing now besides blogging?
- Chatting with friends on msn.

2. Who's the last person you sms'ed ?
- b4 my credit died. I guess it was Christiano.

3. Who's the last person you emailed ?
- Pastor Gene. XD

4.If you woke up of bed and find yourself in the middle of the mountain. What would you do?
- Check if I'm dreaming and check if my phone is with me.. And of course..

SCREAM LIKE MAD !

5. What kind of boy/ girl you like?
- Let me see. Kind ,hyper , happy , fun , humorous , talented , Cute .. actually seriously. I don't mind to be friends with emo or sad ppl.. XD.. I can be you're counselor XD

6. Who is the person that you had a crush on recently?
- Noo?

7. Describe the person you mentioned in no.6
- Ehem. My answer was no no ? hahaha..

8. If you see RM10000000 on the floor.. what would you do with it?
- Keep it ^^

9. The last time you took a picture with?
- I took a picture of Izen. does that count? haha

10. Describe something about yourself that others might not have. Honestly.
- I get hyper after taking injections XD.. Super happy .. HONESTLY !!

11. CUT !! hahaha.. this question is just freaking weird weihz

12. If you were given the chance to marry someone in your friends link in you blog,
who would it be?
- Secret.. XP.. pluss.. even if I want to.. that person may not want to right? XD

13 . I shall tag..
PEOPLE WHO WANNA DO IT.. DO IT ! cause it's fun ^^ once in a while..
Love,
JLoh

Birthday Boy

2009-08-07T04:18:00.000-07:00

You asked me a question that I answered with full confidence..
You asked me.
Do I know you well..
I said Yes at least I think so.
And so you asked..
what kind of person you think I am.
Describe my personality.
And so I told you in one shot.
And so the answer tells this story.
A story between u and I.
Being friends of 8 years and still counting.
I pronounce you A BIG BOY NOW.
haha.
Eric.
Happy Birthday On the 2nd of August which I waited to post a birthday post for you. May you keep on growing in our Mighty god's love.
And of course.. May our friendship Never Ends !!
Be confident in me Ric =) I know you well..hehe..
and Congratz to you since you've won 3rd prize for the poetry recital competition.
You rock !! weee~!
Love,
JLoh

Chosen Ones

2009-08-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

Okay !!
the Babies that I call Must gambateh with me !!!
1. WORM !
2. CHONG JUN LV !
3. FERNANDO !
4. TAN SHEN WEN !
5.CHARLENE !
6.ERIC !

Okayyy.. Look here ppl..
u all better gambateh together with me arhhx..
Worm Jun Lv n Ferz..
we must gambateh together in our studiess !!
Straight A's here we comeee ~! Ahhhh~!
Especially worm n Jun Lv IT'S PMR LAAA !!
For TAN SHEN WEN and Charlene !!
COMPETITION IS AROUND THE CORNER !!
JiaYou JiaYou !!
Ericcc !! Be strong !!
we must walk on !!
Life is not easy.. but we have our lord with us..
whom other shall we fear when He is here with us? =D

Love u all ppl !!
Muax.
JLoh

The chit chat.

2009-08-04T05:13:00.000-07:00

I'm chatting with my girl-friend Jun..
haha..
guess what lame things we're doing..
okay fine I was the lame one who started it..
XD
it's like..
JLoh , Jun

JLoh : yo

JLoh: yoyo

JLoh:yoyoyo !

Jun: yoyoyoyoyo !

Jun: wassup yoyo

JLoh : yo yo yo u noe the nono is playing yoyo n it's soso freaking lowlow to play
toto while having koko.
etc etc.
I guess you can see just from the begining of the conversation..
it is already lame enough to kill a bull..
lolz
Just a lil post.
Love,
JLoh

Let's see some pictures

2009-08-01T09:39:00.001-07:00

I love you loads ppl.. =D

Nice ehz?? =D pianist of the day.

My shirt says.. " I Love Me" loving myself means taking care of my health =D

Jelly's I made.. nice right? yummy~! XD

It was right above my head =D so romantic.. haha

Look !! ur too close to me.. haha

I'm in my cheerleading uniform..=D

Exam Exam and more exam

2009-07-28T02:26:00.000-07:00

Geez !
Feel like skipping this week and go right to the holidays..
hahaa
won't that be fun? XD
It is now the months of the year..
July Aug and Sept..
Most of my friends celebrate their birthday within these months..
let's see..
July
Sing , Jayson, See Kei , Vyn Gie , Bear Bear , Chee Ping teacher , Edward , Sharon, Rachel , Shen Wen.
August
Yi Jun , Yi Xuan, Ben, Eric , Joel Lee , Darren boy XD
September
Wee Jien , Ken , Yong Jian , Ting Sern , Jie Xin , Zhe Heng , Khai Yang , JLoh , Anthony , Cheryl , Yong Shun
Seee !!!
I told you..
A long List right??
Btw.. LOOK !!! JLoh's birthday is cominggg !!!
weee~!
hehee..
You all better prepare my birthday present arhxx !!
hahahaha.
nahr larh.. I'm not that greedy weihz.
lolz.
(doesn't mean you don't have to give me a present XP )
k larhx..
if I left out any of your birthdays..
Feel free to add a comment to inform me.. XD
Muax !
Loveee,
JLoh

I want to dedicate this song to Yi Jun

2009-07-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

Jun I'm dedicating this song to you..
don't cry baby..
hope u'll feel better soon..
This song is called " IF "
here it is..

     IF YOU CRY　我會明白
     IF YOU SMILE　我也會溫暖
     走累了　IF YOU DON'T MIND
     和我坐下來　看看天的藍
     IF YOU CRY　還有我在
     IF YOU TRY　陪你等待
     你永遠不會孤單有個人
     只為了你存在

A song

2009-07-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

Just felt like singing the chorus part of this song..
okay..
my throat is still bad..
I know..
so it may sound very very Yucky..
forgive me..
btw..
The pics in the video has nthg to do with the lyrics k?
hahaha..
I just wanted the Heart shape ^^

Talent Hunt

2009-07-25T09:36:00.000-07:00

You noe something? I got scolded by so many people cause I didn't participate in the talent hunt as an individual > Singing.. but what I did was .. I actually entered as being a pianist Only.. hahhaha. but I find it fun by playing for others.. aiyorhz.. I know you all think I've got a chance .. but COME ON ! did you see how many pros came over for the event today? hahaha.. I would probably loose as well.. lolz Champ of the day went to.. Dunno who bla bla bla. hahaha Second was.. Black heart if I'm not mistaken that's their name.. lolz. Third was.. Tan Pei Yoong( did I spell that right ? ) and the band.. haha Most talented.. GOSHHH !!! THAT dude is SUPER DUPER talented weihzz. he's AMAZINGGG I tell you.. *eyes filled with stars* hahaha okay.. now I know how sucky is my beatbox.. Best Performance of course went to.. LaViDa !! Goshhh They were FANTASTIC !! lolz.. they done such perfect performance.. lolz. btw.. I screamed so loud today.. and screamed so much.. I find my throat a lil uncomfortable XD nvm.. It's worth.. heyy.. all of these groups better thank me okayy? haha.. I'm always the 1st to scream b4 any1 does.. SERIOUSLY !! believe me.. hahaha. Had such a fun day. but Super hot and sunny.. alil dizzy after the event.. =) hope all of you had loads of fun =)
k la.. dedicate a song with my soar throat .. haha gonna sing the song Alot of groups sang today.. which is.. When you say nothing at all..
I know I know..
super sucky .. haha.. This is so not me !! Cause I'm trying to control my voice which is really out of tune due to too much screaming.. T.T.. sad la..
hahaha
anyway.. hope it's not too bad.. if it really is.. don't listen k..
hahaha..
couldn't use my usually Powerful voice, again, due to shouting & cheering for other teams.. =)
enjoy..

Let the pictures talk

2009-07-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

Look at the Geek In Red !! woo hoo ~! don't I look Cool acting as a Geek? XD

Promoting da toothbrushes .. Buy it and Help by doing Charity for the needy . =D

Didn't know that I was that cool while playing da bass.. DA BASSis

Designer Rocky and Assistant / Coordinator

Having Fun ppl !! XD so happy la.. nice chair air cond. too good too be true.

Damn nice le this pic.. haha..RZ !! I look ugly in this pic T.T.

Dream Day

2009-07-20T03:16:00.000-07:00

Ahah..
I hope I won't have practice tomorrow..
haha
cause I'm actually quite longing to have some time with my dear Yi Jun again as we haven't been hanging out much since everyones always busy over something..
KFC it is !!
Wee~!
Pray hard yahz!
JLoh

20th July

2009-07-20T03:08:00.000-07:00

Today was a hectic day..
hectic I was fighting my way through the talent hunt activity which is going to be held this Saturday.. And worst Exam is on Fridayyyy !!!
AHHHH~!
KILL ME PPL..
hahaha..
well.. look..
today I was so tired that you know what I missed?
I MISSED MY AFTERNOON FOR EST PROJECT !!!
how bad can that be?
VERY VERY BAD I TELL YOU..
haha..
so sad la.. so sorry to Ke Xin and See Kei..
please forgive me my dears..
Oh..
and I also have to apologize to my dear Yi Jun..
because..
I'm sorry I couldn't have recess with you..
I really could not make it mainly because I had to finish it by today ..
and she said I had to start RIGHT at that moment she finish her words.
really really sorry my dear..
please forgive me as well?
>.< who else did I miss??
Thanks to Wee Jien Jee Yan Yi Jun Cheryl for helping me out today..
really appreciate it so so much..
mm..
that's abt it..
take care ppl.
JLoh

Oh Happy Day

2009-07-13T03:47:00.000-07:00

Oh Happy Day ~!
hahaha..
mm.. today I had great food handmade homemade by my dear Yi Jun..
wooo~!
yummy ehz?
Dun be jealous yeahhh..
not good for health..
XD
I guess she got the recipe from Fadirah..
so on the other hand..
THANKS FAD.. =D
then.. today.. Ke Xin and See Kei went to cut their hair together..
so I guess I'll be seeing sum great stuff tmr? XD
weeee~!
I'm so excited ..
I want to see Ke Xin's new style sooooooo much.. hahaha..
heyy.. better upload picture today la..
can't wait anymore !!
btw..
I'M IN NEED OF A HAIRCUT TOO..
My hair is dying .. haha
okiee..
I've got practice tomorrow.. and after that I've got to teach Yi Jun Chem..
lolz..
Bless me for my chem isn't that good anyway..
XD
peace out =)
JLoh

2 meaningful days..

2009-07-12T02:07:00.000-07:00

Pictures will be uploaded after awhile kay..
had 2 meaningful days in a row.
Saturday was the best day so far..
although we were all exhausted but we had sooooo much fun..
haha
especially with our concept..
I'm so glad to have rocky as our designer..
his ideas are extraordinary and he is such a lovely person..
His art is fascinating I would say..
Really satisfied by the product of our project..
especially the BIG CUTE HEART..
gosh it ROCKED ..
I bet it'll blow all da ppl away..
Everyone must come and support us Eternal Life Club yeah !!
but I'm kinda feel disappointed that I won't have the chance to see our fellow twin club Scripture Union's Whale Head..
haha
their concept are equally interesting as ours.
good job people =)
you all deserve a big round of applause .
bravo bravo.
Cheers to both of our club design =)
hahaa
as for today..
Sunday.
I had a heart to heart talk with my sis n bro in christ..
they're friendship with me are 10 and 12 respectively..
he asked me a question that made me learn to be even more sensitive than I am before.. I guess I have to dig out even more love for both of them..
Love you guys yeah..
I'm so glad that we're finally all matured and are all speaking words of maturity
furthermore added by words of wisdom.
Praise the lord..
Hallelujah..
JLoh

too good

2009-07-11T09:31:00.000-07:00

You're too good for me..
Thank you lord for giving me such a great friend..
Thank you lord for letting me have the chance to love her..
Thank you lord so so much for loving me by giving me hope and faith..
Thank you lord..
there is so many things to thank you for..
praise the lord JLoh is alive..
She is still fighting towards glorifying our father in heaven..
All for His glory..
May all we do is All for His glory..
I really love you god..
so so much..
深深爱你，耶稣，深深爱你，耶稣，
我爱你超越生命中的一切。
唯有你，
聆听。
谢谢你天天垂听我的祷告。
求你聆听我每一个心跳，
倾听我的心。
Thank you lord for answering my prayers..
Please keep on hearing my every heartbeat .
Being by my side no matter what happens..
Lord I thank you so so much..
take care of my friend lord.
Lord I believe you love her.. and so do I..
she's such a incredibly amazing friend.
Lead her for you are our shepherd.
Guide me for lord you are the light in the darkness..
I'm happy now..
For I have my god my lord in my heart..
God is the center of my life..
Amen.
JLoh

Guess so

2009-07-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

我已经很努力的挽回。
give me some time..
I guess I need to cool down..
don't worry..
the more we go through the stronger we are..
I know our relationship aren't as feeble as you think my dear..
let's just cool down..
I guess it's time we understand each other more..
Don't cry my dear..
you are so precious to me.
but somehow you seem to be so close but yet so far..
I can't reach you .
I said selfish .. but it doesn't mean selfish as selfish..
in my dictionary..
selfish meant = you hurt me..
today..
I cried b4 getting to church.. but as I reach ..
I wipe of my tears and went crazy with Eric =)
it made me feel so much better by brightening up someones day and hearing his laughter. it brought so much joy to me to see some one smiling and laughing insanely.. I dug out all my heart to make every1 in the house feel happy..
hoping they won't have to go through what I had to..
even had fun with every1 by exhausting ourselves yet enjoying it on the deco..
but devil just won't let me go..
he's trying to make me fall.
he made me feel sad, jealous, sorrow, empty etc etc.
he made me wonder if you were the right one..
but..
I disagree so much in having all those feelings..
I told myself.. No.. you can't.. you just won't ..
you shouldn't feel this way .. WAKE UP..
yes..indeed..
but yet I'm a human.. a weakling ..
forgive me my dear ..
I don't mean to hurt you..
don't shed your tears for me..
I am not worth.
May god bless you and keep you..
may His face shine upon you and your family..
Be happy my dear..
God will heal us..
JLoh

the phrase that I'm so commited to now

2009-07-11T07:28:00.000-07:00

你会生气难道我就不会吗？你会难过我不会吗？
你真的太自私了。
我没话说。
you know something?
you are just the same as others.
I thought you were different..
I'm a human too you know.
I'm tired..
I'm sick of myself..
my heart is sick..
All I wanted was just to have some one there for me when I need them..
but why is it just so hard?
Guess people can never give you the shoulder to lean on.
nobody cares anyway..
But you know .
God can hear my midnight cry..
He is the only one who know that my heart is broken..
only He knows..
how much burden am I being blessed by..
The pain beneath my every breath..
every heart beat..
the smile that brought no happiness ..
the eyes that are filled with sorrow and depress nowadays.
Where went the cheerful JLoh?
god.. can you pls give me back my happiness??
I'm slipping of the edge of anxiety through a tough month ..
I kept my spirits up for the past 8 years..
Happy was all I can feel and want to be close to..
I forget and forgive so easily that it doesn't mean anything..
but what happened..
don't tell me a year kills all the hard work .. all the happiness you fight to keep..
All the forgotten sad stuff is coming back to me..
No..
JLoh..
Hold on.
Do not hesitate to keep spreading all your happiness till the last day of your life.
Yes..
this is my decision.
Thanks to the friend that I once thought was so close and so real.
realizing that you were the chosen one. =)
makes me grow stronger..
tears of diamonds were shed for you.
be proud.
JLoh

I'm Sad

2009-07-10T06:01:00.000-07:00

So dissapointed today..
planned a surprise thingy for kei but she..
haiz..
so freaking dissapointing..
do you know how many people sacrificed their faces for you?
do you know how hard I tried to make it seemed as we're okay?
tried so hard to make it up to you ?
and this is what we get in return..
it's just like betrayal ..
I don't know what to say anymore..
this morning..
you told me how cool you were making a fool out of us..
Great..
do you know how sad I was to know that?
how many sorry-s did we say to you.. wanna count?
let me see..
how much effort we put into the sincerity of apologizing..
Thanks to you.
I can see it clearly now..
Happy Birthday ..
hope you had fun killing the joy in us.
JLoh ( currently in a bad mood after this incident )

Birthday Back post

2009-07-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

Caption says: Wei Don't Sue Me Arh~! hahaha..

It's a back posttt~! I'm not late k..
hahaha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYSON ~!
LOL..
Hope you had a wonderful amazing fun crazy enjoyable birthday ytd =)
haven't seen u in ages le.
haha
okayy..
You're old now..XD
hahahaha..
still must guai guai arhhh
XP
Gosh now it seems that I'm the old one..
hahahha
mm..
Ur birthday present is...
HUGGG ~!
hahahaha..
bo $$ lately can't get u present..
haha
forgive me bah=X
lolz..
anyway..
may god bless you and keep you and may His blessings surround you each and everyday =)
take care~
Once again..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
JLoh

Birthday post !! =D

2009-07-09T07:32:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow is da day !!
The 10th of July..
the day she has been waiting with joy and excitement..
SEE KEI... HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
Weee~!
haha..
although don't know why today you got so mad and what others told you about..
I was really talking about your birthday present my dear..
LOL..
I guess it's some misunderstanding..
anyway so sorry to make you get so mad yah..
although I know she won't read this.. but really hope she know the truth about this=)
I love you darling !!
hehe..
the song I wrote for you
last part in English version..
You are so beautiful and yet so wonderful..
dedicate this song, to see kei my dear .. I love you..
hehe.. weee~!
why did I just post the last part?
because I don't want to wait for it to load..
and this version is not in her card.. haha
she had my original chinese version..
full length..
this is just a english version for her if she comes around to my blog.
which is quite impossible actually..
anyway..
haha
XD
listen to this bahh..
Dedicated to See Kei..
Happy Birthday Girl..

JLoh is annouced Alive..

2009-07-02T00:26:00.000-07:00

Ahah ! Sorry peeps ! I'm back now.. XD
have been too busy lately..
so much happened these days..
My parents quarreled in the middle of the night which I had to Cry for 2-3 hours non stop..
Grandparents are here in KL from Johor..
Cousins from UK, Japan and uncle aunts from New Zealand are gathering here =D
so happy about it..
had 3 wonderful reunion dinners and a going to have a birthday dinner tonight celebrating my grandpa's birthday..
Had a mini concert yesterday haha..
or should I say a perfect performance thanks to Sam and Justine =)
I played the piano with my 2 fabulous violinist..
great time we had..
mm..
that's about all then..
update more when I have more time..
haha
BTW.. I dropped places from 5th to 9th !!!
and guess what..
TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY !!
mom's gonna get the report card and scream like mad knowing I dropped places..
haha
jkjk..
take care fellas..
Love,
JLoh

Taggg

2009-06-22T04:37:00.000-07:00

I got tagged AGAIN ! hahaa..
here it goes ppl.
I've just tagged u !! XD
1. Wee Jien
2. Vanessa
3. Yi Jun
4. Joleen
5. Rocky
6. Jee Yan
7. Sherine
8. Kath
9. Jane
10. Sky

1. Would you date number 5?
(Rocky) , Best Friends are good enough =D

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash.
(Vanessa) Yeee.. won't gua.. hahaha.. choi choi choi..

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend.
(Jane) Expected XP wait wat does that means?haha..jkjk saja la.. we have diff taste ppl !!

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
(Jo) I would be very happy to see her !! YAY !! I MISS YOU JO !! T.T.

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
(Wee Jien) mm.. if he acts weird.. I'll act even more weird for him to feel normal XD

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
( Jun , Kath , Sky ) 3noes 10. haha.. but it's IMPOSSIBLE. I bet sky will end up being botakXD

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert.
(Sherine) HUG HER TIGHTLY.. eyes filled with tears.. THANK YOU !! LET'S ROCK IT !!

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
(Sky) Now.. THAT IS SO WRONG ! hahaha..

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
(Jo) I will CRY IN PAIN.. and make her bring me with her =D

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
(Kath) We'll be having fun playing hide and seek with the cops I guess XD

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
(Rocky) GO RIGHT AHEAD ! Weeee~! will you rocky? XD

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
(Jane) We've always been on the same bus =D we go around together by bus.

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
( Jee Yan ) ask her to call her boyfriend XP

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
( Jee Yan ) That would be freaky ? hahahaha.. to the groundd.. hyper man.. haha

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
(Wee Jien) I would rub off his tears and lend him my shoulders =D always here for u dearie..

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal.
(Vanessa) It's time dear.. hahaha. waiting for your meal arhxx..

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
(Jo) I would probably get too excited and decides to kidnape it from Jo.. hehe..

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.Lol.
(Jo) I'll kiss her like mad !! not that I'm not now.. hahaha.. LOVE U Jo even if u dun get me and X-Box !! hahaha..

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
(Jane) wow.. that would be fun .. hahaha.. expected! she's like a cute lil kid.

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
(Jien) He's perfectly FIT !! you'll never go overweight dear =D

21. Number 7 looks lonely!
(Sherine) ain't it obvious that I'll teman her? hahaha.. dun worry I'm here for u =)

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
(Vanessa) I'll just RUN AWAY CRYING LIKE A BABY ! hahaa.. no la.. kiss her on the chicksXD

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
( Jun and Rocky ) will you?? hehehe.. I would be touched =D but it won't be a surprise anymore would it?

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black.
(JeeYan) I wonder how you'll look with perfectly black hair.. hmm..

25. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
(Jane) Got'cha ! haha.. no la. hugs her tightly in my arms.. just cry baby.. cryy..

26. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
( Jien, Jun , Rocky, Jee Yan ) not a bad idea.. hahaha.. COME ON !! Come get me !! Nenenibubu.. muahahahaha..

Jay's Mixed Song.. XD

2009-06-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

I saw a video sum1 made singing Jay Chou's song making 14 songs link together.
So I wanted to sing just 1 part of it.. which is the chorus..
Here it goes =) it's really unpleasant.. haha.. the back of the song could eventually hurt your ear.. haha.. because it has a super high pitch.. XD which I tend to.. RUIN IT perhaps? XP.. forgive me ppl.. uploading for the fun of it.

Scary pm

2009-06-18T05:02:00.000-07:00

Ahhh~! went to pasar malam today..
bump into a few of my pretty girl friends..
but..
IT WAS A SCARY DAY !!
ahhh~!
1st.. there was a STALKER !
2nd.. I had to walk myself home after calling my mom n dad for about 20 times.
T.T.
the dark boulevard and stalker behind scared the hell out of me..
Paranoid now..
TRAUMA!
HELP !
Ahhhhhh~!

Hope

2009-06-16T04:17:00.000-07:00

Am I left hopeless?
=) a smile covers the scar.
I wanted so much to see the light in the darkness but can I ?
I will never be a part of you all, I do not dare to hope for either.
I know no matter how hard I try to fit myself in.
This is Fate. This is the end.
Thank you so much for have sometimes took care of me.
But I will stop trying to fit in for now I know, I can't.
And I shall not try any harder and accept the fact.
I am but a fool =)
I will face it with bravery and courage.
No tears shall be shed for I shall not care.
I can see clearly now.
Dim the lights . The darkness concurred .
Even Mother Teresa had felt this.
I am now experiencing the loneliness deep inside.
who will know?
who might care?
Even the friend that I thought was the closest to me , she too do not understand otherwise she could not have hurt me so deep.
But this is Life.
Thou I shall stop the effort and say my prayer.
Anxiety.

Bible verses

2009-06-12T20:28:00.000-07:00

Love bible verse :
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:13

Hope bible verse:
"But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you."
Psalm 39:7

Forgiveness bible verse:
"Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved."
Psalm 55:22

Bible verse for TEENS =)
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
1 Timothy 4:12

We Should Always Remember..
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
John 3:16

Lastly,
The LORD is my shepherd,
I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
Psalm 23.

Verse of encouragement

2009-06-12T20:23:00.000-07:00

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."
Proverbs 3:5-6

Bible verse of the day

2009-06-12T20:21:00.000-07:00

Yes, LORD, walking in the way of your laws, we wait for you; your name and renown are the desire of our hearts. My soul yearns for you in the night; in the morning my spirit longs for you. When your judgments come upon the earth, the people of the world learn righteousness.

Isaiah 26:8-9

Bless me today

2009-06-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

Bless Me Today !
I Love You.

IOI

2009-06-12T09:30:00.001-07:00

Went IOI mall today with daddy..
he had meeting with his friend..
And so I went to the clothes section to had a look.
Guess what?
I forgotten to bring my $$.
So I was left Drooling over the clothes .
haha..
I could only hold and feel them probably imagine how happy I would look having the chance to own it. haha.
had breakfast at Old town coffee house.
and Lunch at somewhere.
Had quality time with my family =)
the satisfaction melts the heart.

Pictures and Captions

2009-06-12T09:04:00.001-07:00

THE MID VALLEY TRIP STARTS By..
when we found Jien in MPH.. ehem.. actually I couldn't recognize him XD SORRY LA.. hahaha.. I couldn't recognize him but Ke Xin could. She keep convinsing me that Jien was Jien. and I was like.. NO WAY.. He should be taller.. XP.. then in the end.. okay.. I lost.. hahaha.. found him.. he bought his ghost story book.. ehem. bedtime story ehz? XD
then, Jien and I had a BIG HUG.. cause we missed each other too much.. haha..
after that.. we headed to NOWHERE.. lolz.
wondering where should we look for Hui Yee JM and YQ.
anyway we thought of getting lunch right after meeting up with them so..
we saw the Green lovely chair.. XD.
we head to it and got ourselves comfortable with it.
so we start our usual lil chats.
After a long lil chat became a long chat.
THEY REACHED ! WEE~!
so we headed to gardens for our lunch.
oohhh.. XXL chicken chop Rocked ! haha.
I wonder how big is JM's stomach under that skinny lil girl.
right after meal.. she asked if any1 wanna eat again !
wow.. amazing as I was really full.. haha.
anyway we went shopping around.
and I had the same idea as I always had, the Fitting Room runway.
haha.
so Ke Xin and I went fashion showing .
after the torture and suffering of Jien to just go all over his ghost story waiting for us the girls to finish our fashion show.
We headed for more food.. amazing ehz?
haha. and lastly we headed home.. wee~!
Oh Come On. youdon'tthinkwe'llleavewithoutcamwhoringdoyou?
You're So SMart !
We camwhored all the way in the Lrt till home.
Ehem. no1 was staring okay? haha.. because we were the only ones on the LRT ! yay! =D
that's all..
here comes Photos and captions.

Her.. The White Angel =D pretty ain't she?

Me. FAT ! T.T.

Suddenly Emo Strikes . oh no~! Stop kidding us.. hahaa.

Jien was like FASTER FASTER I GTG! haha..

Promoting the JLoh Rox To Da Max Lrt Card.

Madness Controlled Our Minds.

Picture perfect. left Me Xin Jien

Wee~! my head looks big! XP.

They look like a couple do they? XD nyahaha.

Hey.. I'm happy okay? look at my smile.stop asking.. I'm just tired. lol

I'm just acting stupid.. n she's staring at my silly face.

Picture taken by pro JLoh . model Jien.

In The Lrt. Xin Me Jien.

Taa Daa~! THE END. =D

Stop It

2009-06-12T09:01:00.001-07:00

Why can't any1 just stop hating people or disliking them?
is it a crime to not do so?
won't you get sick of hating people back stabbing people?
Goshhh..
Cut It Out Larhx..
how many people you back stab a year?
Count it and I bet it'll be a Great Amount..
sick of it.
Go Away.

You Are My All In All

2009-06-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

You are my strength when I am weak You are the treasure that I seek You are my all in all Seeking You as a precious jewel Lord, to give up I'd be a fool You are my all in all Taking my sin, my cross, my shame Rising up again I bless Your name You are my all in all When I fall down You pick me up When I am dry You fill my cup You are my all in all Jesus, Lamb of God Worthy is Your name Jesus, Lamb of God Worthy is Your name You are my strength when I am weak You are the treasure that I seek You are my all in all Seeking You as a precious jewel Lord, to give up I'd be a fool You are my all in all Taking my sin, my cross, my shame Rising up again I bless Your name You are my all in all When I fall down You pick me up When I get dry You fill my cup You are my all in all Jesus, Lamb of God Worthy is Your name Jesus, Lamb of God Worthy is Your name

I AM TRULY BLESSED

These days

CRAZY BUG

A Brand New Year

Thank you

Angry

Life

Truthfully

Lies

I miss you

Hey

Love project

HAHA

HAHA

HAHA

Désolé.

I'm renewed

Nahr

SAVE WATER

Shutting down

好难受

Tired

Who Loves You ?

Boredom

New changes

Look !

Brain Burst

Cameron

Obviously

Quote

Tags

Shen darling

Heart And Soul

BUSTED..

Mission Trip

25.11.09

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Christmas !!

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Sister

Relationship

Post 121

Appreciate

Unknown

Quote

I'm Happy

Judgement Day

Moo.

16th Birthday

Birthday

Dengue

I don't want to miss a thing

Hymn

Puchong Fellowship

Feeling Better and Off to FRIM again

ICT lawatan to Unitar

The Day

Sick days

REVIVAL

Lung Infection

FRIMxBeryl's / Sweet Sweat

here it goes

Post 90

Sick.. Part 2..

Pronouced Sick

A post For the Cousins

Jo Tagged me AGAIN ! hah XD

Birthday Boy

Chosen Ones

The chit chat.

Let's see some pictures

Exam Exam and more exam

I want to dedicate this song to Yi Jun

A song

Talent Hunt

Let the pictures talk

Dream Day

20th July