CRAZY BUG

EHEM !! how long have I not been blogging? LOL silly question I may say.
CAUSE YOU KNOW THE ANSWER JUST BY LOOKING BACK. hahaha.
Today I'm dedicating my 1st post after a season to my dearest CRAZY BUG - SHEN Wen.. haha.

Enjoy..

One day there was this pretty looking girl who walked in to our fellowship door. She was wearing PINK with jeans. Her cheeks were


Yes, ROSY. haha.. and basically three crazy bugs came to warm her up ...
Yup.. as you can see.. POSING SILLY POSES IN PUBLIC AREA WHEN EVERYONE'S WATCHING !! You seriously cannot imagine how silly they can be ^^ Slowly...
The 3 members weren't TRIOS anymore.. THEY BECAME..

THE UNBEATABLE , INCREDIBLE , UNBELIEVABLE MONSTERS CALLED 4 DAI WU FAT! LOL

Now.. among these 4 , the REAL ORIGINAL crazy bug is

Crazy enough to do that ehz?!
* P.s Kids please don't try this at home. Especially during midnight. Your parents may freak out XD
Crazy Bug Disease Soon Affected Shen Wen Badly as you can see..

Due to the cacated tongue, she had her own craziness...
Soon.. they became crazy partners who've been crazy EVERYWHERE and they CAMWHORED EVERYWHERE !!
Including camps,

They camwhore before bedtime

They also camwhore RIGHT after they wake up


They camwhore in the toilet
CAMWHORE facing the car miror



They EVEN camwhore IN THE JUNGLE !! AHHH~!
And lastly IN SUPERMAN'S CLOSET !!

And of course Shen grew to be a leader too =D from..



to




but that doesn't mean we're not crazy okay?
We work hard and PLAY HARD !


*p.s Did you happen to notice that Shen camwhored from BRACES to BRACES OFF?
Moral of the story : RELAX... Don't stress too much alright? hees.

I just love every sec spent with you darling =D thanks for being with me all along, supporting me and having fun with me =D ILY !
AND I love you JUST the way YOU are =)
CHEERS TO OUR FRIENDSHIP !!
FRIENDS FOREVER !!

A Brand New Year

It's a brand new year !
A new start !
I want to praise the lord in the starting of this year ! HALLELUJAH ! =D
He is just so wonderful.
He showed such mercy and so much love , 2011 started out with His deep deep love pouring down on me ^^
It started with having the chance to go to disciple training.
He SERIOUSLY knew what's best for me and what I needed.
Then, throughout this training , I once felt a little cold and abandoned as my church mates have not been in contact with me since the day I left.
But He never fails to comfort me with His special ways by showing me how beautiful the world is , how beautiful His creations were.
He taught me how to appreciate more and love others with all you have.
He gave me strength and wisdom to see the needs of others . He blessed me with these eyes to see the pain others are going through.
God also held my hands tightly and show me the way to help others.
He moved my legs to walk the path that is Right for me.
Lord knew how much I like to praise him with my voice.
He gave me a present, a gift that I treasure so much, that is the gift of having voice that sings his praises.
What else should I ask for other than to glorify him?
How could i ever repay His almighty love and grace?
I could only pray that in everything I do, everything I say glorifies him and brings joy to him.
May I use his blessings to bless more people.
May I use the blessings he gave me to help others.
Lord, I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH !
2011 Here I come !

Thank you

Of All the EMO post I posted, you may think I'm a super sad , down , negative person who has mood swings right?
But SERIOUSLY, I'm not if you know me. haha
The reason my posts are mostly EMO'ish is mainly because I take blogging here as a place where I can sooth my feelings.
Alright,
I love all of you so much.
Those who care about me , who brings laughter and joy to me , whose smiles brighten up my days , whom always lend a helping hand and of course those who was always by my side when I needed em.
Most important, I wanna thank my god, my lord , my savior.
He is my shepherd.
Throughout my life there were times when I feel lost and weak, but He never fails to bring me back with His mighty love. His great love fills my heart with strength to move on. He nurtures me with his words and lead me back to his warmth. My Lord carries me on His shoulder when I couldn't seem to carry on , he takes my hand to show me how beautiful the world can be. He gave me courage and hope to do deeds for the society , to show pity and love for the needy.
He is JUST SO wonderful.
Thank you all that have been a part of me and will always be.
I pray that god would bless everyone of you and your families.
May we be ONE in Christ.
JLoh '2010.

Angry

Let your tears come. Let them water your soul. Eileen Mayhew

Do you know the feeling that seems like you've just been betrayed by yourself?
It's like something that you've hoped for so much and have been SO confident of , in a heartbeat , turned right into a deserted desert leaving you behind hiding in the dark corner whispering to yourself : " It's gonna be alright " when you know deeply in the core of your heart that NO IT'S NOT OKAY.
Everything is just ruined, gone and never you will have another chance to come again.
You get so angry and so depressed about yourself knowing that there is nothing that you can do anymore. You know it's not your fault. You prepared well , you prayed hard , you done everything you could and you did well every single time.
You feel a thunder striking towards the dark spot that your innocent helpless figure was hiding , the light shine onto that lil soul and at that moment you could see clearly how lost you are from the expression of your face.
You can feel every nerve in you, tense, but yet loosing grip as you feel like giving up. You know you can't give up but the voices in your brains and throughout your body refuses to react , they don't seem to want to follow your will that insists on moving on.
Maybe because of the sorrow that was too heavy to bear, the feeling of betrayal flooding your heart , the anger blinding your eyes , the pity expression your body holds towards receiving orders....
But at the end of the day,
the suffering will end.
The thunder and storm fades as well.
Feelings that were unbearable starts to retrieve.
The power of will takes control of everything once more.
And it all starts again.
Right from the beginning.
With no guarantee of a smooth journey,
with risk to be taken towards achieving your goals,
you chose to live.
This is life.
And I'm learning to walk it with the presence of God.
JLoh

Life

It has been a long way,
a tread long story too hard to be told.
All the memories and all the choices made,
warmth, love and care that was poured,
neither you or me could count.
Time passes as we grow,
maturity conquer as complication of our society elevates.
How we act shows how we were brought up,
to be or not to be ,
it was a path that leads to the end.
He rose from the dead,
he took away the end.
What was left was the beginning of life.
Things that He had done was not like anything that we could repay.
Love,
such a word,
what a way to live.
Love mother earth,
like how it loved us back.
Love your parents when you still can ,
for the nurture,
deep, tender and feeling of affection,
so great that you'll regret if you do not repay.
The emotional attachment ,
strong bonding that we are not willing to depart from,
came so sudden,
showed up unexpectedly.
Leaving us with the pain of regrets,
sorrow even depression.
But all that is left are broken pieces of memories,
some even empty , blank spaces that have never been filled.
Working overtime , spending out of pleasure,
having our own family, thinking maybe next time,
were the things that we were doing when they needed you the most.
Now they're gone,
before you realize that there was nothing you could say but all the stories when you were young.
Then you remember,
how they raised you up,
all the effort , hard work , heart broken moment when you left them.
You come to visit once or twice in a year,
just to make sure they don't call you everyday asking you to take good care of yourself
or come home for dinner.
Ignoring their calls ,
taking their multiplying love for you without any sign of appreciation,
abandon them when you think they're getting old.
Now,
the funeral has begun,
sitting on the chair staring at the black rectangular wood made container,
providing a space for the one who made so much sacrifice for you to lie.
This feeling,
so weird, so uneasy,
once again the familiar feeling of the 1st year going to school came back.
Mummy Daddy ! Don't go !
you were yelling,
they stayed for awhile,
although they left later on but you could always see them waiting for you after school at the door.
Now their not coming back this time.
Knowing you could not find them standing at your front door this time.
You wanted so much to hug them again just like how you ran into their arms when you were a child.
Filial love,
so long.
You stood up and went to the stage,
people expect you to say something about them.
But you stood there nervously thinking back how long have you not had a heart to heart conversation,
how long had you not had an interaction with them.
Piles of work, ocean like problems you're facing.
They seem so useless and meaningless now.
Ehem. you said.
The last time you could recall that make tears roll in you ,
was when you left for work.
When their shinny watery eyes gave you their blessings,
and you promised that you would always come back whenever you have time.
The next second,
you knelt down,
crying for forgiveness,
broke down in despair.
But there was nothing you could do now.
So why not we love and care for our parents when we still can,
rather than living in regrets after they pass away?
JLoh

"He set my feet upon a rock making my footsteps firm..." Psalm 40:2

Truthfully

True enough I was running away from how I was feeling.
I knew somehow I wasn't feeling good, no, not a bit.
But I hung on, I stood still. Nothing could move me.
I smiled and gave good replies.
Somehow I even lost my stand in the end.
But the one thing I could not accept was - No one saw what I was going through.
My closest friends. They too did not know yet kept poking into the scar digging for more fun.
Yes. I was left with wounds.
But as I imagine myself on the beach.
There was only a pair of footsteps.
And those who could only belong to my beloved Lord.
Why was there only a pair you may ask.
Cause he was carrying me all the way.
Thank you lord.
I shall face it with courage and faith in you, Only You.
As I say this again and again.
Only You.
God bless ya'all.
JLoh

Lies

I miss you

I missed you when I look up to the sky.
Thanks for smiling at me from heaven.
I know you were always there for me.
Loves,
Jacq.

Hey

Less than 3 you lots ^^
This week, I went through so much.
I lost many friends .
But I found many too.
I can see clearly now.
Who are the ones who I really love and loves me back compared to those who thinks negatively about me.
It's kinda saddening that people think too much about a simple thing.
Maybe they've never been loved in such a way that people don't ask for paybacks.
Or maybe they've never had true friends that's why the way they think about people are just so disgusting.
Some just dislikes you from the start, so don't be surprised if they always back stab you cause it's just normal.
=D
Guess what people?
Just IGNORE them ^^

Love project

I find this song's lyric really meaningful =D

愛是兩人一張棉被
也是一人一瓶清水　都說對
愛是送一百枝玫瑰
也是讓濕地開花蕊　就OK

人間的青草地　需要澆水
內心的花園就不會枯萎
把最甜最好的滋味
散播到東南西北

什麼比love love love love love更美
愛讓人安心在夢中熟睡
Oh love love love love love 最美
美在每一個人都會

愛是讓人感動流淚
也是停止製造傷悲　都答對
愛是為好朋友解圍
也是為陌生人破費　就OK

愛肯付出的汗水
愛小王子的薔薇
愛旅途上的兄弟姐妹
愛所有青山綠水
愛所有難忘約會
愛上對愛的體會

只有love love love love love最美
她會變成最安全的堡壘
什麼比love love love love love更美
美在只要用心都會學會
不用什麼只為　只要用心體會
愛讓每人都有機會