Désolé.

pourquoi ne pas s'arrêter larmes de couler.
Le son de mon cœur brisé se poursuit tout comme la pluie sous mes yeux se poursuivre.
Quelle est la raison?
J'imagine que vous ne saurez jamais comment inquiète un ami peut vous vers un autre.
Désolé.

I'm renewed

Congratz to Elim Youth Fellowship ! Happy 10th anniversary !
Cheers to the success of our celebration yesterday =)
Thanks to all the amazing people who had poured their hearts and soul for this event and of course the wonderful crowd who joined the celebration.
Hope all of you enjoyed yourselves . ^^
As this event will soon become history and pictures that were taken become ancient, things maybe forgotten. I thank god for giving me the chance to serve him.
Everything may fade one day. But His words will still remain.
He will always make a way, when there seems to be no way.
I am renewed today as He again fill me up with His LOVE and STRENGTH.
Thank you lord .
Hallelujah praise the lord.
May god bless everyone who are still in midst , who are still lost, who still cannot understand what love really means or where to find wisdom.
He Is Everything.
He is ALL you need.
Take care,
with love,
JLoh.

Nahr

AU YONG~ XDDDD
This is for you =D

SAVE WATER

Come On !
Let's Us All Learn to SAVE WATER as water holds a BIG part of our living.
We are living in a place that you may not have to worry about water supply.
But do you think that after 5 to 10 years
when you keep on wasting water ,
you still won't have to worry ?
YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG!
Even if you care about YOUR own water supply , do care about OTHER people's water supply please.
Don't be selfish and waste all the water you want when people are busy SAVING water.
It is just UNFAIR for you to do so.
If you think this still does not connects to you, then do not regret when the time comes.
Because you may be the first to die off.

Few Ways To Conserve W-A-T-E-R :

1. Avoid flushing the toilet unnecessarily. Dispose of tissues, insects and other such waste in the trash rather than the toilet.
2. Take shorter showers. Replace you shower head with an ultra-low-flow version. Some units are available that allow you to cut off the flow without adjusting the water temperature knobs.
3. Use the minimum amount of water needed for a bath .
   
4. Don't let water run while shaving or washing your face. Brush your teeth first while waiting for water to get hot, then wash or shave after filling the basin.
5. Run your clothes washer and dishwasher only when they are full. You can save up to 1,000 gallons a month.
6. Wash your fruits and vegetables in a pan of water instead of running water from the tap.
7. Use a broom instead of a hose to clean your driveway and sidewalk and save water every time.
8. Collect the water you use for rinsing fruits and vegetables, then reuse it to water houseplants.
9. Grab a wrench and fix that leaky faucet. It's simple, inexpensive, and you can save 140 gallons a week.
10. Turn off your taps TIGHTLY after use.

Keep a bucket in the shower to catch water as it warms up or runs.
Use this water to flush toilets or water plants.When you save water, you save money on your utility bills too. Saving water is easy for everyone to do.
LET'S BE COOL ! LET'S SAVE WATER ! =D
loves,
JLoh.

Shutting down

I tried my best .
That's all I can give.
I feel so disappointed when I heard what X had to say.
Was that all?
I know I shouldn't expect so much, I'm not as good as V either.
All I wanted was to crush the wall between us.
I know you dislike me maybe you even hate me, that's why I tried my best to change what was wrong with me.
But I give up now.
I know there is nothing more I can do anymore.
I'm really tried, I tried so hard, I just can't do it, I'm so sorry.
I don't understand why am I shedding tears for this in the middle of the night, but maybe this is what you're worth .
Thanks for everything.
God bless you.

好难受

难道是 因为受难节要到了吗 ？
我现在感到好难受哦 ！ 真的真的无法想象的无奈。
似乎就要窒息。
离崩溃应该不远了吧。
每天精神紧张，一日比一日背负更多的事物 。
虽说“今日事 ， 今日毕” 但，真的 做的得到吗 ？
神啊！除了你，没有任何人能了解我的感受，听到我内心的呐喊。
我知道，我所在经历的，无法与你相比，我不求你将它挪去，我只求您加添我力量，叫我不退缩，勇敢的面对。　
您所给我的，我知我无法报答，但愿将我一生的岁月都献给你。
你們沒有祈求以先、你們所需用的、你們的父早已知道了（太6:8）　
我知道，在我向您祷告倾诉前，你已监察了我内心深处。
今日，在我感到如此痛苦的这一刻，我仍然要赞美你　，因你的慈爱是何等的广阔高深，你所赐下的恩典是多么的有能力，你是创造宇宙万物的主宰，那无所不知，无所不能，无所不在，昔在，今在，永在的神。我的阿爸父，我感谢赞美你，你的带领让我看到您的荣光照耀全地。
愿神你的国降临，愿你的旨意行在地上如同行在天上。
荣耀都归主。
Jacq.

Tired

I just want some rest.
Why am I the one who always get nagged ?
Why can't I be busy?
If you were the one who is busy today and I keep nagging , would you be happy about it?
I just don't get why. WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND ME?
Why Why Why.
There is just so many Why in my head now.
I can't think straight anymore.
I had enough.
Jacq.

Who Loves You ?

If you are still bothered by this question " Who Loves You ? "
Today I have the right answer for you ^^
That is, God loves you. Not just all, I love you too. =D
You may think it's weird for a person that you may not know to say they love you, but guess what, God blessed me with the ultimate love to love you =) The strength to bless you today.
Summary :

God Loves you
&
I love you too

JLoh

Boredom

When you get bored in MSN ,
this is how your chat will become.
This is basically a conversation between a friend and I for about a minute when we ran out of topic to talk about. Here it goes~
JLoh : lalala
RZ : lololo
JLoh : lelele
RZ : lululu

Guess how it ended?
It ended because we ran out of vowels ! XD
Just a random post. haha.
Just thought of teaching people how to keep the conversation going while you take a breath and think about other topics to talk about .
Take care people!
Happy Chinese New Year!
Muax!
JLoh

New changes

Guess what?!
One of my darlings.. who is..
TAN SHEN WEN
dyed her hair !! Weee~!
It looked SUPER NATURAL !
A beauty she is =D
All Guys..
TAKE THE CHANCE WHEN YOU STILL HAVE ~
Kau her bah XD
but ,,,
GET MY PERMISSION 1ST
Muahahahaahahaha..
this is just a random post btw. XP

Look !

Look ! hahaha.. I didn't noticed that I have abandoned my blog for so long.. haha
the last post was like on the 13th.
Mm.
Let me just update abit about my friends ^^
2010 is truly a brand new year.
Chee Chung > Dyed his hair to BRIGHT BROWN ! but then straighten and dark brown. haha.
Si Yong > Is now a teacher in CHS !! Woo hoo~! U Go Bro~
Shen > Teacher in TTC . haha. Please don't kill the kiddies dear XD
Worm > As Lame As Possible XP
Edgar > Turning into a MAN as days goes by
Jun Lv > Changed his styleee.
Eric > My assistant in Fellowship =)
Sing > Improved in every way , really glad she found a target in life. Bravo~
Xiang Hou > Will end his studies this year . I'm waiting for you to come back patiently. hehe.
Shawn > Going to study in Taiwan, he's more outgoing nowadays, really proud of him. All the best in life Boy !
Jun > my super secretary. Bear with it darling ! I'm sure you will be just fine.
Jane > we somehow lost contact. T.T
Leong Mei Tiger XD > she's our formal fellowship teacher now. MUAHAHAHA.

well.. the list will keep going on if I don't stop here. haha
WAIT !
How about me?
Well..
Having a Magnificent life.
With Adorable friends.
And lighted with Wonderful care.
Loved by my One And Only Lord.
Will love others with love that had been showered over me.

Love ya'all
Jacq

Brain Burst

Oh wow.. have you ever had a feeling that your brain is about to BURST? haha
well. after 1 and a half week of school and alot of thinking and conclusions made ,
YES ! that's the feeling I'm having now. haha.
btw.. GET WELL SOON Jun..
I don't wanna see a sick Rudolph XP
at least be a healthy Rudolph la XD
With love,
Jacq.

Cameron

Everybody Make Some Noiseeee~!
Cameron it is.
Let the group pics do the talking .
The Hot-ness of us swiped off the cold weather in cameron .

Obviously

Obviously the reason for not blogging is BUSY !
hahaha
I have been trapped in piles over piles of home works just as school begins.
Forgive me people,
You won't know how it feels unless you're studying in a class like mine with teachers that are SO responsible .
Yes.
" Home works are for your own good because the more you do the more you understand. " Said by most of the teachers who step in.
Yeah yeah yeah. I get the point.
then some of the teachers say " You are in 5 Belian !! Sure you all are smart and hardworking "
hahaha.. well..
That's too early to judge us by our cover.
The truth behind this ' smart ' class is...
We're just like all normal teens.
We love to play too.
We study hard and we play hard.
so... CUT Down on the home works please !
Give me some rest.
Ciaoz ~

Quote

I have the peace of god and also the god of peace in my heart.

Tags

A. You prefer :
1.Alcohol or Mineral Water :
-- Mineral water !!

2.Blue or Pink :
-- Both

3.Hot Guys or Cool Guys :
-- Hawt =D

4.Good Looks or Brains :
-- Both please

5.Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner :
-- Non?? haha

6.Friends or Loved Ones :
-- Love ones = family?? hahaha.. Okay.. both XD

7."Baby" or "Honey" : Baby sounds better? -- Baby .

B. Your/You kind of guy : 1.Alcoholic or Non-Alcoholic : Non for sure!

2.Good or Bad :
Good boy =D

3.Brave or Cute :
Brave + cute XD

4.Tall or Short :
Tall like DUHR

5.T-Shirt or Suit :
BOTH !!

6.Coat or Leather Jacket:
Haven't thought of that. haha. depends on how my guy look perhaps? haha

7.Sunnies or Spectacles :
Sunnies

8.Caring or Rich :
Caring. =)

9.Kisses or Hugs :
Warm warm hugs.. hehe

10 .Romantic: Of course it's a must. XD



C.Your/You kind of girl :

1.Cute or Pretty :
-- erhm.. why don't you ask sum1 else. haha.

2.Sweet or Caring:
-- both =D

3.Sports or "Princess Candle" :
-- SPORTS

4.Surprises?
that'll be SUPERB

5.Smile or Frown :
You should have asked smile or laugh like mad. hahaha.. SMILE !! =D

6.Love Quotes or Love Poems :
Poems are romantic< Agree with Jun

7.Computer Geek or Study Nerd :
I could turn into a study nerd if I want to. XP

8.SMS or MSN :
I prefer face- to- face and heart- to-heart talk.< Agrees again! haah

9.Forever or Just For Fun :
Forever

10.Hang outs with Friends or Couple Date :
depends on who.. hahaha



Your Daily Activities :

1.After Breakfast :School?

2.Before School: Preparing for school?

3.During School : Study like mad + chit chat. XD

4.After School : Lunch and NAP !! haha

5.Night: TV =D

6.Midnight : in my dreams? haha 7.Holidays : camps , outings , shopping (if I'm not broke yet ) , HAVE FUN !! =D
Tag 10 people :

1. Yi Jun
2. Wee Jien
3. Kee Shin
4. Jo
5. Shen
6. Rocky
7. Ferz
8. Jane
9. Sherine
10. jee yan

1.What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you ?
She was always in love with me ain't she. XD


2.Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to ?
Totally NOT.. haha.. later kena slap XP

3.Is 7 single ? guess so? how would I noe? XD

4.Describe 1 My darling , sweetie , dear , honey ,baby .. what else? hahaha.. BEST FRIEND FOREVER!

5. Will you date 8? DUHR.. She's sizzling hot weihz. hehe

6.What is 2's nickname ? Jam

7.What do you wish to tell 10 right now ? Merry Christmas !!

8.What is 5 good in ? Basically Everything =D

9.If you were to do one thing to 4, what would it be? Ask her out.. Miss her sooooooo much !!

10.Have you seen 1 cried ? Yes, uncountable times XD

11.Is 2 crazy or geeky ? Crazy chicken says it all XD

12.Will you hold 7's hand and walk around ? What?! hahaa. I'll get murdered by all his fans.. hahaha

13.What do you think of 6 ? Super cool designer =)

14.Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park ? Nooooo~! What kind of question is that suppose to be? hahaha

15.Is 8 sweet ? Yes.. depending on her mood.. XD

16.What is 9's hobby ? Shopping perhaps? haha

17.Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant? Narh..let's just get our tummy full.. hahaa

18.Is 5 fitted to be a maid? Not bad either. haahah.. but she's too good to be a maid..

19.When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella? Anyone have an umbrella ~~~???

20. Where would you go with 1 on a date? Anywhere.. as long as it's her !! hehe

Shen darling

We had lots of fun together =) You're my sister remember?
haha..
so.. don't frown, cry as hard as you want but remember to come back with a smile.
I don't want to see a crying baby. XD
You're a strong girl =D I'm always here for you k..
A shoulder , an ear oh and perhaps few pieces of tissues.. haha
All the best in life.
This is just a part of it.
Do not pray for an easy life, but pray to be a strong person.
There is always a sad phrase and a rocky path on the journey of life,
but hang on to it.
God will walk with you .
Just follow his footsteps.

Love,
JLoh

Heart And Soul

Here it is.
My heart and soul ,
ready for you,
only you.
Just because there is non-other like you.
Whom shall I fear when I have you,
not the ocean , not the mountains .
I shall only fear of You.
Al-mighty God.
JLoh

BUSTED..

Currently LACK of money.. haha..
Money is so important lately.
Without money, you can't get any stuff you want, no entertainment not to say any fun, can't go anywhere far without transportation charges.
Money Money Money, it's haunting me lately.
Everything I do seems to be all related to Money.
Money money money, can't get away from money.
Rich or poor it's all about money.
I'm too young to be worrying about money.
But Oh My,
Yes I am Now..
And I am BUSTED.. haha
JLoh

Mission Trip

I'm truly blessed.
I feel so blessed to have been chosen among BILLIONS to share the gospel of heaven. Praise the lord.
Thank you god for leading and guiding me through these 6 days .
Let me share my thoughts and thanks.
1st , through these days , I gone through the hardest test of faith and bravery.
Trust in the lord and blessings falls on you.
This is so true.
I put all my faith and all my beliefs in god, guess what, miracles happened .
Miracles didn't just happened once or twice. It happened non stop through the whole trip.
This is such an amazing experience that you can really feel and see god's mighty powers and doings.
Second, these days I learned so much. And I was blessed with the chance to share gospel to many people that weren't familiar to me.
I went through fear , butterflies in my tummy , excitement , satisfaction and in the end glory to the lord.
This is just so unbelievable .
I went through god's guidance. He was with me the whole time. I can feel him.
He spoke to me, he gave me strength , even when we were exhausted , scared and lost, He kept us close to him and wipe of our fears yet gave us strength.
He is our shepherd and our King who listens to our prayers.
I grew so much and I thank my pastor , teachers and friends for being so sweet , helpful , nice and tolerant through these days.
Everyone have been so cooperative and caring although we were under attack (Satan and fatigue) .
Hallelujah , he brought us through.
Thanks you everyone.
Love was shown in every movement and voice of ours each and everyday.
And I believe till this moment , the love is still warm in our hearts.
Special thanks to
Pastor > you lead so us well, you gave us this chance, you gave us training. Even you were tired, you never complained. Love you pastor.
Chee Ping teacher > You were so willing to sacrifice we all can see. Your care for everyone of us I believe all of us can feel it deep inside us.
Hiong Wee teacher >> thank you for fetching us here and there , I know it used up alot of your concentration. Thank you so much.
Yu Han teacher >> you taught me well teacher. I'm so thankful that you were there. =)
Mei Si teacher >> You are just so sweet. Thank you for always giving me advice and being so helpful.
Yan Yan >> You rock my world and you know it =)
Xiang Hou >> You are just sooooooooo cute and smart bro =) I'm really glad we had you. You made everything seem so smooth. Thank you so much.
Yee Kin >> Although you came late but I'm glad you came safe. Glad you made it =) you were a great help to us .
Eric >> Aww.. you are non other than a funny fun and cheerful boy who just make me laugh whenever I see you.. =) Thank god for giving me such a cute angel. btw. You done so well on your sharing. Bravo.
Phebe >> You slept with me and we had fun . haha. We went through alot have we? I miss you so much darling. May god keep on blessing you through ur everyday yea.. thank you for being so nice. Hallelujah you did so well while spreading the gospel.
Shi Min >> my dear roommate. You are just so cute. haha. I'm so glad I had the chance to sing for you to sleep. thank you so much for giving me support when I was down . and You were wonderful , praise the lord you spread the gospel.
Shi Ling >> Oh dear , you are funny. hehe. Thank you for laughing so much. hahaha. It really washed away all my worries. hehe.
Philia >> Philia sis, you're a person who is so helpful and caring. I'm so proud of you =) . I learned alot from you these days. thank you so much.
Zhe Ning >> You are so adorableee.. Thanks for all the warm hugs you gave me to boost up my confidence.. hehe. Love ya!
Min Wei >> Although I just known you these days but you've already taken a big part of my heart with you. haha. Thanks for helping out so much. without you we won't be as perfect too.

I'm am truly touched and filled with joy this precise moment.
May the lord be with all of you.
Lots of love,
JLoh