Exam Exam and more exam

Geez !
Feel like skipping this week and go right to the holidays..
hahaa
won't that be fun? XD
It is now the months of the year..
July Aug and Sept..
Most of my friends celebrate their birthday within these months..
let's see..
July
Sing , Jayson, See Kei , Vyn Gie , Bear Bear , Chee Ping teacher , Edward , Sharon, Rachel , Shen Wen.
August
Yi Jun , Yi Xuan, Ben, Eric , Joel Lee , Darren boy XD
September
Wee Jien , Ken , Yong Jian , Ting Sern , Jie Xin , Zhe Heng , Khai Yang , JLoh , Anthony , Cheryl , Yong Shun
Seee !!!
I told you..
A long List right??
Btw.. LOOK !!! JLoh's birthday is cominggg !!!
weee~!
hehee..
You all better prepare my birthday present arhxx !!
hahahaha.
nahr larh.. I'm not that greedy weihz.
lolz.
(doesn't mean you don't have to give me a present XP )
k larhx..
if I left out any of your birthdays..
Feel free to add a comment to inform me.. XD
Muax !
Loveee,
JLoh

I want to dedicate this song to Yi Jun

Jun I'm dedicating this song to you..
don't cry baby..
hope u'll feel better soon..
This song is called " IF "
here it is..

     IF YOU CRY　我會明白
     IF YOU SMILE　我也會溫暖
     走累了　IF YOU DON'T MIND
     和我坐下來　看看天的藍
     IF YOU CRY　還有我在
     IF YOU TRY　陪你等待
     你永遠不會孤單有個人
     只為了你存在

A song

Just felt like singing the chorus part of this song..
okay..
my throat is still bad..
I know..
so it may sound very very Yucky..
forgive me..
btw..
The pics in the video has nthg to do with the lyrics k?
hahaha..
I just wanted the Heart shape ^^

Talent Hunt

You noe something? I got scolded by so many people cause I didn't participate in the talent hunt as an individual > Singing.. but what I did was .. I actually entered as being a pianist Only.. hahhaha. but I find it fun by playing for others.. aiyorhz.. I know you all think I've got a chance .. but COME ON ! did you see how many pros came over for the event today? hahaha.. I would probably loose as well.. lolz Champ of the day went to.. Dunno who bla bla bla. hahaha Second was.. Black heart if I'm not mistaken that's their name.. lolz. Third was.. Tan Pei Yoong( did I spell that right ? ) and the band.. haha Most talented.. GOSHHH !!! THAT dude is SUPER DUPER talented weihzz. he's AMAZINGGG I tell you.. *eyes filled with stars* hahaha okay.. now I know how sucky is my beatbox.. Best Performance of course went to.. LaViDa !! Goshhh They were FANTASTIC !! lolz.. they done such perfect performance.. lolz. btw.. I screamed so loud today.. and screamed so much.. I find my throat a lil uncomfortable XD nvm.. It's worth.. heyy.. all of these groups better thank me okayy? haha.. I'm always the 1st to scream b4 any1 does.. SERIOUSLY !! believe me.. hahaha. Had such a fun day. but Super hot and sunny.. alil dizzy after the event.. =) hope all of you had loads of fun =)
k la.. dedicate a song with my soar throat .. haha gonna sing the song Alot of groups sang today.. which is.. When you say nothing at all..
I know I know..
super sucky .. haha.. This is so not me !! Cause I'm trying to control my voice which is really out of tune due to too much screaming.. T.T.. sad la..
hahaha
anyway.. hope it's not too bad.. if it really is.. don't listen k..
hahaha..
couldn't use my usually Powerful voice, again, due to shouting & cheering for other teams.. =)
enjoy..

Let the pictures talk

Look at the Geek In Red !! woo hoo ~! don't I look Cool acting as a Geek? XD

Promoting da toothbrushes .. Buy it and Help by doing Charity for the needy . =D

Didn't know that I was that cool while playing da bass.. DA BASSis

Designer Rocky and Assistant / Coordinator

Having Fun ppl !! XD so happy la.. nice chair air cond. too good too be true.

Damn nice le this pic.. haha..RZ !! I look ugly in this pic T.T.

Dream Day

Ahah..
I hope I won't have practice tomorrow..
haha
cause I'm actually quite longing to have some time with my dear Yi Jun again as we haven't been hanging out much since everyones always busy over something..
KFC it is !!
Wee~!
Pray hard yahz!
JLoh

20th July

Today was a hectic day..
hectic I was fighting my way through the talent hunt activity which is going to be held this Saturday.. And worst Exam is on Fridayyyy !!!
AHHHH~!
KILL ME PPL..
hahaha..
well.. look..
today I was so tired that you know what I missed?
I MISSED MY AFTERNOON FOR EST PROJECT !!!
how bad can that be?
VERY VERY BAD I TELL YOU..
haha..
so sad la.. so sorry to Ke Xin and See Kei..
please forgive me my dears..
Oh..
and I also have to apologize to my dear Yi Jun..
because..
I'm sorry I couldn't have recess with you..
I really could not make it mainly because I had to finish it by today ..
and she said I had to start RIGHT at that moment she finish her words.
really really sorry my dear..
please forgive me as well?
>.< who else did I miss??
Thanks to Wee Jien Jee Yan Yi Jun Cheryl for helping me out today..
really appreciate it so so much..
mm..
that's abt it..
take care ppl.
JLoh

Oh Happy Day

Oh Happy Day ~!
hahaha..
mm.. today I had great food handmade homemade by my dear Yi Jun..
wooo~!
yummy ehz?
Dun be jealous yeahhh..
not good for health..
XD
I guess she got the recipe from Fadirah..
so on the other hand..
THANKS FAD.. =D
then.. today.. Ke Xin and See Kei went to cut their hair together..
so I guess I'll be seeing sum great stuff tmr? XD
weeee~!
I'm so excited ..
I want to see Ke Xin's new style sooooooo much.. hahaha..
heyy.. better upload picture today la..
can't wait anymore !!
btw..
I'M IN NEED OF A HAIRCUT TOO..
My hair is dying .. haha
okiee..
I've got practice tomorrow.. and after that I've got to teach Yi Jun Chem..
lolz..
Bless me for my chem isn't that good anyway..
XD
peace out =)
JLoh

2 meaningful days..

Pictures will be uploaded after awhile kay..
had 2 meaningful days in a row.
Saturday was the best day so far..
although we were all exhausted but we had sooooo much fun..
haha
especially with our concept..
I'm so glad to have rocky as our designer..
his ideas are extraordinary and he is such a lovely person..
His art is fascinating I would say..
Really satisfied by the product of our project..
especially the BIG CUTE HEART..
gosh it ROCKED ..
I bet it'll blow all da ppl away..
Everyone must come and support us Eternal Life Club yeah !!
but I'm kinda feel disappointed that I won't have the chance to see our fellow twin club Scripture Union's Whale Head..
haha
their concept are equally interesting as ours.
good job people =)
you all deserve a big round of applause .
bravo bravo.
Cheers to both of our club design =)
hahaa
as for today..
Sunday.
I had a heart to heart talk with my sis n bro in christ..
they're friendship with me are 10 and 12 respectively..
he asked me a question that made me learn to be even more sensitive than I am before.. I guess I have to dig out even more love for both of them..
Love you guys yeah..
I'm so glad that we're finally all matured and are all speaking words of maturity
furthermore added by words of wisdom.
Praise the lord..
Hallelujah..
JLoh

too good

You're too good for me..
Thank you lord for giving me such a great friend..
Thank you lord for letting me have the chance to love her..
Thank you lord so so much for loving me by giving me hope and faith..
Thank you lord..
there is so many things to thank you for..
praise the lord JLoh is alive..
She is still fighting towards glorifying our father in heaven..
All for His glory..
May all we do is All for His glory..
I really love you god..
so so much..
深深爱你，耶稣，深深爱你，耶稣，
我爱你超越生命中的一切。
唯有你，
聆听。
谢谢你天天垂听我的祷告。
求你聆听我每一个心跳，
倾听我的心。
Thank you lord for answering my prayers..
Please keep on hearing my every heartbeat .
Being by my side no matter what happens..
Lord I thank you so so much..
take care of my friend lord.
Lord I believe you love her.. and so do I..
she's such a incredibly amazing friend.
Lead her for you are our shepherd.
Guide me for lord you are the light in the darkness..
I'm happy now..
For I have my god my lord in my heart..
God is the center of my life..
Amen.
JLoh

Guess so

我已经很努力的挽回。
give me some time..
I guess I need to cool down..
don't worry..
the more we go through the stronger we are..
I know our relationship aren't as feeble as you think my dear..
let's just cool down..
I guess it's time we understand each other more..
Don't cry my dear..
you are so precious to me.
but somehow you seem to be so close but yet so far..
I can't reach you .
I said selfish .. but it doesn't mean selfish as selfish..
in my dictionary..
selfish meant = you hurt me..
today..
I cried b4 getting to church.. but as I reach ..
I wipe of my tears and went crazy with Eric =)
it made me feel so much better by brightening up someones day and hearing his laughter. it brought so much joy to me to see some one smiling and laughing insanely.. I dug out all my heart to make every1 in the house feel happy..
hoping they won't have to go through what I had to..
even had fun with every1 by exhausting ourselves yet enjoying it on the deco..
but devil just won't let me go..
he's trying to make me fall.
he made me feel sad, jealous, sorrow, empty etc etc.
he made me wonder if you were the right one..
but..
I disagree so much in having all those feelings..
I told myself.. No.. you can't.. you just won't ..
you shouldn't feel this way .. WAKE UP..
yes..indeed..
but yet I'm a human.. a weakling ..
forgive me my dear ..
I don't mean to hurt you..
don't shed your tears for me..
I am not worth.
May god bless you and keep you..
may His face shine upon you and your family..
Be happy my dear..
God will heal us..
JLoh

the phrase that I'm so commited to now

你会生气难道我就不会吗？你会难过我不会吗？
你真的太自私了。
我没话说。
you know something?
you are just the same as others.
I thought you were different..
I'm a human too you know.
I'm tired..
I'm sick of myself..
my heart is sick..
All I wanted was just to have some one there for me when I need them..
but why is it just so hard?
Guess people can never give you the shoulder to lean on.
nobody cares anyway..
But you know .
God can hear my midnight cry..
He is the only one who know that my heart is broken..
only He knows..
how much burden am I being blessed by..
The pain beneath my every breath..
every heart beat..
the smile that brought no happiness ..
the eyes that are filled with sorrow and depress nowadays.
Where went the cheerful JLoh?
god.. can you pls give me back my happiness??
I'm slipping of the edge of anxiety through a tough month ..
I kept my spirits up for the past 8 years..
Happy was all I can feel and want to be close to..
I forget and forgive so easily that it doesn't mean anything..
but what happened..
don't tell me a year kills all the hard work .. all the happiness you fight to keep..
All the forgotten sad stuff is coming back to me..
No..
JLoh..
Hold on.
Do not hesitate to keep spreading all your happiness till the last day of your life.
Yes..
this is my decision.
Thanks to the friend that I once thought was so close and so real.
realizing that you were the chosen one. =)
makes me grow stronger..
tears of diamonds were shed for you.
be proud.
JLoh

I'm Sad

So dissapointed today..
planned a surprise thingy for kei but she..
haiz..
so freaking dissapointing..
do you know how many people sacrificed their faces for you?
do you know how hard I tried to make it seemed as we're okay?
tried so hard to make it up to you ?
and this is what we get in return..
it's just like betrayal ..
I don't know what to say anymore..
this morning..
you told me how cool you were making a fool out of us..
Great..
do you know how sad I was to know that?
how many sorry-s did we say to you.. wanna count?
let me see..
how much effort we put into the sincerity of apologizing..
Thanks to you.
I can see it clearly now..
Happy Birthday ..
hope you had fun killing the joy in us.
JLoh ( currently in a bad mood after this incident )

Birthday Back post

Caption says: Wei Don't Sue Me Arh~! hahaha..

It's a back posttt~! I'm not late k..
hahaha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYSON ~!
LOL..
Hope you had a wonderful amazing fun crazy enjoyable birthday ytd =)
haven't seen u in ages le.
haha
okayy..
You're old now..XD
hahahaha..
still must guai guai arhhh
XP
Gosh now it seems that I'm the old one..
hahahha
mm..
Ur birthday present is...
HUGGG ~!
hahahaha..
bo $$ lately can't get u present..
haha
forgive me bah=X
lolz..
anyway..
may god bless you and keep you and may His blessings surround you each and everyday =)
take care~
Once again..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
JLoh

Birthday post !! =D

Tomorrow is da day !!
The 10th of July..
the day she has been waiting with joy and excitement..
SEE KEI... HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
Weee~!
haha..
although don't know why today you got so mad and what others told you about..
I was really talking about your birthday present my dear..
LOL..
I guess it's some misunderstanding..
anyway so sorry to make you get so mad yah..
although I know she won't read this.. but really hope she know the truth about this=)
I love you darling !!
hehe..
the song I wrote for you
last part in English version..
You are so beautiful and yet so wonderful..
dedicate this song, to see kei my dear .. I love you..
hehe.. weee~!
why did I just post the last part?
because I don't want to wait for it to load..
and this version is not in her card.. haha
she had my original chinese version..
full length..
this is just a english version for her if she comes around to my blog.
which is quite impossible actually..
anyway..
haha
XD
listen to this bahh..
Dedicated to See Kei..
Happy Birthday Girl..

JLoh is annouced Alive..

Ahah ! Sorry peeps ! I'm back now.. XD
have been too busy lately..
so much happened these days..
My parents quarreled in the middle of the night which I had to Cry for 2-3 hours non stop..
Grandparents are here in KL from Johor..
Cousins from UK, Japan and uncle aunts from New Zealand are gathering here =D
so happy about it..
had 3 wonderful reunion dinners and a going to have a birthday dinner tonight celebrating my grandpa's birthday..
Had a mini concert yesterday haha..
or should I say a perfect performance thanks to Sam and Justine =)
I played the piano with my 2 fabulous violinist..
great time we had..
mm..
that's about all then..
update more when I have more time..
haha
BTW.. I dropped places from 5th to 9th !!!
and guess what..
TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY !!
mom's gonna get the report card and scream like mad knowing I dropped places..
haha
jkjk..
take care fellas..
Love,
JLoh