I'm Sad

So dissapointed today..
planned a surprise thingy for kei but she..
haiz..
so freaking dissapointing..
do you know how many people sacrificed their faces for you?
do you know how hard I tried to make it seemed as we're okay?
tried so hard to make it up to you ?
and this is what we get in return..
it's just like betrayal ..
I don't know what to say anymore..
this morning..
you told me how cool you were making a fool out of us..
Great..
do you know how sad I was to know that?
how many sorry-s did we say to you.. wanna count?
let me see..
how much effort we put into the sincerity of apologizing..
Thanks to you.
I can see it clearly now..
Happy Birthday ..
hope you had fun killing the joy in us.
JLoh ( currently in a bad mood after this incident )